I have been depressed ever since the day my dad Gakupo died after his divorce with my mother Sonika, my mom and i never talk to each other so it's a little awkward. My friends left and abandoned me, I was being to get ignored by my internet friends, and my ex girlfriend maika dumped me. I had no relatives in town besides my sister Fl-chan but I never really see her. And I'd get bullied by my ex-friends and people didn't enjoy my vb. And everyone called me "Gumi worm".
So, I started to draw on my wrists and cry in my bed. I wrote notes to myself telling myself not to end everything. Yet the thoughts reappears.
Enough o' backstory? Let's get on with school.
After homeroom, I collected my stuff and I was standing with my closed locker for awhile until my friend, Luka, knocked me out of it. "Gumi, you okay?"
A sweet voice was sounded as a hand touched my shoulder, bringing me to life and forcing mr to turn around. "You've been... acting strange- is everything okay?"
I quickly walked off. Leave me alone, please. Even though Luka was my best friend, she could not find out about me. Never.
❤ ------------------------------------------------------------------------- After school...
I kept wishing that someone was there for you. That they care for me. And felt my pain.
I wes at school, sitting at the VOCALOID table, of course wearing a thick sweatshirt in the hot spring. VOCALOIDs looked at you in curisoity.
"Why the hell are you wearing a sweatshirt?" Lily said, raising a brow.
"Yeah?" Ia said after her.
"Because I enjoy the style..." I said quietly.
They looked at your arms suspiciously.
"Gumi, raise your sleeves."
"What?" You looked at lily who said it.
"Roll them up, Gumi" luka said as well.
"N-no!"
"If you won't, I will, Gumi!" Ia said, marching over to your side and rolling up your sleeves.
Your arms with nothing on them were exposed. Everyone stared at me.
There was ink on them, saying "HELP" and "INK POISONING, PLEASE COME ALREADY"
"Gumi...." luka said quietly, in fear and shock.
"No! You... you monsters! I f*cking hate you all!" I cried and ran off.
Running, I arrived into my house and went up the stairs.
I slammed into my room.
I cried hard and ripped a piece of paper from a notebook and grabbed a pen. I wrote a goodbye note.
At the end, I then put "So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.
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I went into the bathroom and stared into the mirror. My mother wasn't here, so what could I do?
When I was young, I never thought I'd die, I found that I could but too scared to try, I looked in the mirror and I said goodbye, Climb to the roof to see if I could fly.
I woke up in a hospital bed, looking around.
"Where is everyone?..."
I saw luka on the side
"The others are outside......I love you, don't do that again! You scared me to bits!"
Did she just say she loved me?
she was hugging me, i gave a weak smile and hugged back.
"I promise I won't do it again."
"Oh, and luka."
She removed herself, looking at me.
"I love you too."
Luka had a shocked expression. "Did I say that?!"
"Yup." I giggled and kissed her.
"I won't end everything... ...as long as you won't either."
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.
There was a flashback of my young self, smiling.
"I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky, Like a bird so high, Oh I might just try, I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky, Like a bird so high, Oh I might just try, Oh I might just try."
