Journal : 3/28

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Love the unifying feeling that brings people together, but can tear them apart

The thing that makes the world go round or is that $

Never mind the wrong topic

These days love has been spewed from people's mouth with ease

When those few words mean so much but, people want to speak it when they want someone

*cough* *cough* *Lust whispering in your ear* *Hello nice to meet you, controlling the blood pumping into that organ*

"I love you" becoming the standard for one-week relationships

The imagination of actually loving someone circulating in their head

Because my partner didn't say I love you that means that they don't care for me 

The false advertisement being broadcasted around like the plague affecting the minds of the youth and elderly 

Instead of waiting for the true declaration of love you want to hear the false endearment

Oh, that couple right there are #CoupleGoals when can I be couple goals with my significant other?

Every day on my Instagram feed thinking where is my love?

I've been patient for the longest most people have already had their first kiss or boyfriend

Some people have even given it up, children having sex with children, and creating another child in their midst 

While I'm sitting here alone watching these beautiful people find love

I know love is real I can feel it vibrating in my soul playing a constant drum reminding of its existence

The air electrifying those around them to the sparks that are being omitted

Will he be funny enough to make me smile through my hardest days?

Will he be the shoulder that I cry onto?

Will his personality be insatiable like mine?

Will he be the one I finally open up to?

All the ?'s I've for my partner the one who'll put that ring on my finger

Greeting me when I come home from a long day

Reminiscing about each others day 

Taking a bath together with black rose petals around the tub

The candle smell wafting in and out of our nose leaving a comfortable silence in between

Waking up to their face every morning even with the morning breath

Appreciating another day that we were graced to keep living on this Earth

Giving each other our all when it seems like the darkness is closing on and the sunshine never stops

The beautiful human being that becomes my all and vice versa the love flowing throughout warming our bodies at night 


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*Thanks for reading

*The lines that aren't bolded are the "stereotypical" response to something and the questions starting with "Will....?" are the real questions that are present in my head

*Comment below, How do you guys feel about the significant three words "I love you?"



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