Jonahs little sister

Bad

A/N sorry really long chapter

Maddie pov
Jack came and asked me if we could talk outside I agreed hoping it wasn't gonna be about what I thought it was gonna be and of course it was

Maddie look it was just a stupid mistake-J
So it's true you did it-M
No I mean yes but it was a mistake it won't happen again-J
How do I know that? you didn't mean for it the first time how do I know you won't happen to do it again-M
I was really trying to be as calm as possible but there was another part of me that wanted to slap him but I would be in the wrong so I kept my hands tucked into my short pockets
Because I love you and I would never purposely hurt you-J
You didn't love me before-M
That's not what I meant-J
That's what You said-M
God Dammit MADISON LISTEN-J
I am-M
NO YOUR NOT YOUR JUST TRYING TO FIND ANYWAY TO BE MAD AT ME-J
YOUR THE ONE THAT CHEATED IM ALLOWED TO BE UPSET-M
MADISON ELIZABETH MARAIS ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO A WORD IM TRYING TO SAY-J
YES AND I DONT HEAR ANYTHING RELEVANT ITS JUST YOU YELLING-M
WHATEVER YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID WAS WRONG BUT I DONT REGRET IT-J
Why-M my voice cracked
BECAUSE SHE GAVE ME WHAT YOU WOULDNT-J
Oh-M
I didn't realize I was crying until I had arms around me I pushed them off of me thinking it was Jack but then they grabbed me face to look at them and it was Jonah
WHAT what is going on here-Jo
Nothing-J
I started to sob more knowing he was lying and no one was here to say anything
JACK-D
Don't LIE-Z
What are you talking about-Jo
JACK CHEATED-Z
WHAT-J
I started to go into panic attack knowing it was going to start going downhill my breathing started to pick up pace and my tears came down faster I sat on the ground in a ball not moving I hear running in the back and more yelling when the running stopped it became a hug I couldn't handle the hug I pushed my way out of it and ran I just ran anywhere I could so I could breath but I felt as though I couldn't I collapsed on the ground I don't know where I am I couldn't see through the tears i tried to get up but when I stood I blacked out
AUGUST POV-
I heard the yelling so everyone got up and went outside to see Jack Zach Jonah and Daniel in an argument while Maddie sat on the ground sobbing we ran to hug her she fought her way out and ran, I ran after her but she had a head start and I had to tell people to wait when I got there she was on the ground just laying there she blacked out picked her up and started to walk her back to the hotel she woke up halfway there
August?-M
Yes-A
What happened-M
You ran away and blacked out on the sidewalk-A
Oh should I walk-M
No it's ok you can get on my back-A
Are you sure-M
Yes you need to take a break-A
She got on my back and I continued walking I think she was crying cause I felt droplets and soon after she fell back asleep when I got back Everyone but jack was outside still just standing there Jonah looked as though he had been sobbing Avery was holding him hugging him. Zach was crying to his hands. Daniel was pacing and crying while holly tried to make him sit I spoke up and everyone looked up at me
Hey-A
August your back-Av
Yeah-A
I turned my back to show Madison
Jonah I found her-A
He looked up his eyes puffy he looked broken luckily this was a break day
Maddie-Jo
She's asleep-A
Take her to her room?-Christina
Yeah-A
I walked and put her in mine and Zach's bed I walked back down to the lobby everyone seemed to be discussing
Hey where's jack-A
Idk he left-Av
I'm gonna go look on the bus-A
Whatever-Jo
don't be rude to August he went and got Madison-Av
Ok sorry-Jo
It's ok-A
I walk out to the tour bus he always said his bunk was his safe space I opened the door walked to his bunk and opened the curtain to see the curly headed boy laying there he wasn't asleep but he wasn't fully there
Hey-A
Hi-J
What happened-A
They all ganged up on me-J
Well..-A
Idk I just didn't get to say what I wanted-J
What did you wanna say-A
That I love her and it was a mistake-J
I understand but listen jack I know this is the last thing you wanna hear but you fuked up and bad and she might not forgive you she might find someone new and you can't blame her you are the one that messed up she's the one who gets to move on and get to be angry-A
I know-J
Now tell me why...why did you do it-A
Idk-J
Yes you do-A
Idk I just guess I felt like I wasn't getting what I wanted-J
What do you mean-A
I mean she was there for me but she wasn't THERE for me-J
August I messed up-J
I know you did I don't wanna choose a side I really don't but you can't blame her for your stupidity you didn't talk to her about anything you just went and did whatever you wanted-A
I know-J
No you don't I know what you did and I know you did it more than once-A
How-J
I watched you leave and disappear and not come back I watched Maddie sit and wait for you to come back-A
Oh-J
I'm gonna go and see what's going on outside-A
Ok thank you-J
Yeah-a
I walked out and nobody was in the lobby so I walked to the rooms I walked into my room and found Zach and Maddie asleep still I walked back out poor guy he cared so much
I knocked on the other door and Daniel opened the door
Hey-D
Hey-A
How'd it go-Jo
Fine I told him the truth-A
Ok-Jo
How are y'all-A
Idk anymore-Jo
That was my Bestfriend and now idk what to do-Av
She was so helpless-Co
Yeah I know you guys but look she didn't change she's just sad we have to let her heal and if that means she wants to leave she can-A
But I don't want her too-D
I know but it might be what's best for her-A
If she does I'm putting tour on pause-Jo
Jo we can't stop everything for this-A
No I think I might be best because we are all mad at him and we don't need things to show on tour-Jo
Ok then-A
We hear a knock and we all looked at the door I walked and opened it