They always say "look but don't touch" but I found my curiosity getting the best of me and I touched any way and I found myself in luck... love
I didn't know her I've only seen her from a distance find myself gazing from a far, confused with myself trying to understand this feeling of luck... love
Confusion turns into comfortability and I find myself lost in the presents of a wild fire burning all around me a blazing soul, personality beyond anything I ever experienced I must be in luck... love
But this dangerous attraction is only one way surely she couldn't feel this lucky lovey feeling that I can't convey into words. Anyway her finger says she's seen better days much better past than I've ever had she's already found her luck... love. And just my luck... love I fell....fuck
It's exactly what I needed to do! maybe help me get over these electrifying feelings that I have maybe help get rid of this short but intense past maybe help me realize that I'm an idiot if I ever thought this would last but this dangerous game we played stayed up all night not worrying about the day the way our bodies intertwined in the new silver light of the moon put us both in a mood where our souls became one and our hearts in tune with one another. what was meant to be a simple exercise to help me realize that I could never have you by my side and possibly be my greatest pride and joy just gave me a stronger feeling of luck... love
The end was coming and so was our final day who could've ever thought I would feel this way saying good bye couldn't be this hard in any other way and looking in your eyes I could swear you feel the same way but that would be another dumb thought in my mind lord knows she won't even reminisce on this time I doubt I'd ever cross her mind she's already found her luck... love. standing face to face I look into her eyes wanting these dangerous thoughts to leave my mind out my mouth and into the sky "I love you I know it's wrong but you've been on my mind I miss you every second you're not by my side the these thoughts of us keep me in this emotional bind but I know I'll never have you to be my pride so these days will just have to replay in my mind until the very end of time but I'll always love you" but I froze up and I said goodbye for the last time tears filled my eyes then I realized I'm in love
I paced back and forth in my room only thing I could do was think of how I fucked up so royally I knew I shouldn't have fuckin touched and maybe then there wouldn't be any luck no lost hopes or mourning love. tears fill my eyes then I greeted by a surprising surprise a letter from you not quite in English but I managed and what I read was " They always say "look but don't touch" but I found my curiosity getting the best of me and I touched any way and I found myself in luck... love"
⁃ King