I want you

the beginning

Song- the smiths how soon is now

I wasn't sure how to start this so I thought about it. I continued thinking till my thoughts consumed me and still I was left with emptiness. A silence so deafening even the sky could hear it. Here it is my truth, well that's what i'd like to believe . See I want to tell the truth but I'm a people pleaser and the truth can hurt so I find myself telling lies to save even the darkest piece of dirt because everyone even the tiniest specs matter so by doing so in retrospect I am saving the universe...right?
Moving forward here are 3 white lies and 2 truths
* I'm okay with putting others before myself
*I have no feelings for my best friend outside of friendship
*whatever is bothering me I'll get over it
*I'm straight
*the sun will rise tomorrow and the sky will be blue

Now if you have working eyes you can probably already tell at least 1 of those is true as for the rest we will just have to see

Who exactly am I?
The school records will tell you my name's Scarlet I'm 16 and my grades are fine. My social media will tell you I like makeup am family oriented and my life's perfect. But if you ask me well I'm just your average soon to be junior living a painfully plain life. if we were living in one of those teen movies I'd be an it girl but not the it girl if you get what I'm saying
Varsity cheer squad, ex senior boyfriend, lots of friends but I'm awkward and quiet so I'm not the leader simply a background character with perks. One of which being my best friend Hazel sure I have lots of friends but what makes Hazel special is no matter what I know she'd never leave me because we can't stay mad at each other (trust me I should know).
Plus unlike most of my gal friends she isn't fake if I asked her to hangout she'd stop what she's doing immediately and that's what I love about her. I also have a friend Jonah he's a total hunk and hilarious we're not best friends yet but we're pretty close, when the world feels too big he makes things better. The only problem is he's so old fashioned he still uses a walkman and our only form of communication outside of school is through his landline. He is quite the hippy but he's great nonetheless. So yea here goes nothing or in other words here is my life on a silver platter go ahead, take a bite !