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Faded

Faded

My world is faded, dark and grey.

I'd wake up to be happy, all cheerful.

And I realize.

'This isn't how it's supposed to be'

My happiness, my cheerfulness.

It's all just,

Faded.

I'd write up my thoughts,

Worries

And troubles

Staying faded.

All my faded memories,

Faded cuts on my wrists

Faded people

All of my faded happiness.

I was once a giddy person,

All happy and sweet

Then it hit me

'You're worthless'

'Ugly'

'Fat'

'Idiotic'

Those words faded

But they never disappeared.

But one thing

In the whole world

Hasn't faded yet

Friendship.

I have a large group of friends.

I'm the type of person to be

Nice

Kind

Playful

To others,

But I don't feel a thing

Sometimes I'd be angry at a joke they made

I'd put up a smile

And I'd laugh,

Laugh,

Laugh

Laugh

All of my pain