CHAPTAHH 9 !!!!!

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(Authors note at the end) ;)

(Short)

Louis's POV:

I really don't know why I am so disappointed. All I saw was Niall get a kiss from Zayn.It was not even a mouth to mouth kiss. That's it. That does not mean anything.They aren't a thing... It can mean that Zayn likes him... I need to speak to Jack at lunch.I need to know how to deal with these stupid feelings.I need to know of its all in my head, if this jealousy is normal or just fake.

I have french next.With Zayn,but Jack is in that class too. Thank God. I cant spend a whole class knowing that Zayn is there probably laughing at me and my cowardliness, Am i thinking about it too much? I owe Jack even if he does not know it himself.I know he seems like a complete jerk but if you know him like I do, he is lovable and just goofy. He is a great friend and I trust him and his opinion but am i really ready to tell him i have feelings for a guy? And the guy happens to be somebody that everyone thinks as my punching bag? That this guy makes my stomach flip every time he looks my way, that his smile makes me happy, that his voice makes me question if he is real, that his very existence is a big reason I'm on this world. That this one guy makes me believe in love...

... I just admitted that I like Zayn... To myself.

I Louis Tomlinson like Zayn Malik.

I feel the smile on my face growing bigger and bigger. These feelings are not always a bad thing you know? But my only question is...

How long will I feel this good before it destroys me?

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Louis got all deep didnt he? I like it.

Do you? And yes.

Im sorry for being gone for so long I just had many stuff going on but I'm back and happy I am so plz enjoy the ride of this new beginning.

This is for XXThisAngelHasFallen!! That is one badass name if you tell me xD

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