Trigger warning- mentioning of cutting/depressing thoughts
When we got home everything went downhill. I was in bed for a few hours, well more than that, I missed dinner and breakfast! And Yuuri, Yurio and Victor left for practice without me! And even though I hated going to practices with them.. It makes me really upset that they didn't even think to wake me up before they left!
But when Yuuri got home was the worst part, he'd decided to tell me how amazing his day was, he told me that Victor asked him to skate to Eros, a very sexual routine, and that he'd confessed his feelings to Victor, and he accepted them! And then he even kissed Victor! He didn't kiss back, but he didn't push Yuuri away..
I'm happy for him, even if Victor doesn't like him back, It sure as hell seems like he does. But it won't get off my mind.. I'm so so happy for Yuuri.. but without Victor, and the feeling that I have no chance with him.. it just makes me feel as if there's no point anymore.. it's strange.. but true. I would start cutting.. but I would always miss, since I can't seen and with my luck someone would catch me.. you know what, screw it.
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Beauty | Victor Nikiforov X Male Reader
Fanfiction(Y/N) Katsuki is the twin brother of Yuuri Katsuki. Both of the Katsuki brothers have crushes on the skating legend Victor Nikiforov. The twins used to do pair skating, but this year Yuuri is skating alone, a terrible accident during their practise...
