ASHLEY'S POV
I hear my sisters most Likely you become 40% deaf in your ears scream.
'ASHLEY ASHLEY ASHLEY GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF YOUR BED' Screams Tara from downstairs.
Jesus woman can you get any louder!!? I think in my head
'I'm only doing this because my plane to PAX is in about 2 hours and I smell bacon'. I yell down to her but not as loud. It's true I do love bacon and PAX.
When I get down the steps I see my mum cooking. I'm glad it's my mum cooking my dad can't cook and unfortunately I picked that trait up.
When I get closer to my mum I see and smell waffles cooking my mouth starts to water. I should loose weight so I only pick 4 mini waffles.
My memory goes back from 9 weeks ago I see my EXboyfriend named Kyle driving up my driveway (my car broke down) and he's 10 minutes late and I get suspicious the rest of
The day because Kyle and my EXbestfriend kept looking at each other like there trying to tell each other something. So when my car is fixed I see something so eugh it made me want to puke hailey (soon to be ex friend ) climb into kyles car I follow them without making it suspicious by taking some different ways to haileys house? I see them enter and I see them kiss in the window I didn't get sad my emotions chose being MAD I giggle first remembering pedo poof from the adventure map I did with my true friends but when I look up I see them again my feelings come up again and burst out my car and ran to the door... locked so I take my shoes that day I was wearing high heels I bust the lock and walk in. I walk right to Kyle's face and Bslapped in the face I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME???? I do but- I stop him YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE WERE FINISHED!!!!! I Bslapped him again and I guess it hurt because he got up from the couch and yelled YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DEPRESSED BITCH GO DIE IN A HOLE NOBODY WILL LOVE YOU YOU FAT ASS WHORE!!!! (This is cookies unite talking if your confused why she thought of this she called her a fat ass and that she should loose weight :3) That stung pretty bad and still stings today I had tears that you might as called waterfalls running down my face.
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I get snapped back by my sister snapping her fingers in front off my face. Tears trickled down my face and I ran up to my room and ran into the bathroom. I get my book on the back of the toilet and take a razor that was in the book. 1 for loosing my boyfriend 2 for loosing my best friend I say them as I break the flesh on my arm of my razor. I don't do anymore cause I think of my friends and if they see the scars no. I look at my suitcase out the bathroom laying on the bed. It's messy I thought. Yeah I almost forgot I have a small case of OCD. I organized it as quickly as I can because I only have 15 minutes to get ready.
I don't bother taking a shower it's clean enough I grab a bottle hairspray and a comb and takes me 7 minutes to do the poof I look down and see my arm is still bleeding I look up in the cabinets and grab some hospital tape things put them on. I'm wearing my penguin onsie but I don't change out of it. It's not dirty and be easier for Mitch and Jerome to see me. Mitch. I think of him and I smile and blush. I loved him we'll maybe not loved but liked him since I did my 1st recording with me. We'll do I love him. Idk. All I know is that my sister is calling me again. ASHLEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY. COMING WOMAN YOU DONT NEED TO BE LOUD!!!!!!! I walk down and I kiss and hug everyone good bye.
[sorry everyone for a crummy chapter I will tried to make this better bbbiiiiieeeee] chicken face [>_<]
