What does she want?

Summertime

Imagine a brown skin girl with thick thighs, voluptuous breast. Standing about 5'2, slim waste and curly long black hair. That's all me! I wasn't always that size or so pretty. I use to be chubby, and had very low self esteem. But going into high school I decided I didn't want to be the fat girl anymore. I told people I just ate right and exercise, well that's a lie. I actually starved myself, started forcing myself to throw up and I took adderall. Let's just say the summer before I went to high school was a rough summer. I spent the summer with my dad and he doesn't pay that close attention to me. So he didn't notice the excessive weight loss, sleepless night, the binge eating then puking after each meal. I know it wasn't healthy, but I wanted to be pretty I had to set some type of role for myself in high school. Parents don't understand how rough high school is for kids. You have to fit into a certain group, make friends and have a boyfriend. I needed all those things to feel excepted. So losing weight was the first step.
  That summer I started to break out of my shell a bit. Since my dad lives in Florida everything is so eventful. My dad was never home so I could do what I want. My parent divorce when I was 10 years old. So I would spend the school with my mom and summers with my dad. I didn't mind this arrangement because living with my mom is like living in a psych ward. It's her way or the highway. My dad on the other hand is more relaxed. His rules are simple: don't lie to him, don't be a follower and don't go to jail. The rest he didn't care about.
  Well, this summer was particularly fun because I made new friends, met a guy and got introduce to drugs. I know it sounds kinda bad, but this summer is what started the double life of Bazé.