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the boy rummaged through his pencil case and took out a blue inked pen, before hurriedly grabbing his diary. he flipped the pages numerous times before finally finding a blank page; he thought for a good couple of minutes before he wrote anything down,
jaehyun's diary
perhaps i don't deserve
nice things cause i am
paying for sins i don't
remember
page 132
as he heaved out a sigh while sipping the left over alcohol, he closed the diary and put it back where it usually belongs; and the pen back into the drawer.
jaehyun fell back onto his comfy bed and had his arms straightly positioned. as he closed his eyes that were starting to become more and more heavier, jaehyun fell asleep. it was his favourite thing to do. he thought that if you slept more, you'd be able to escape from reality. or as jaehyun likes to call it, hell.
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the next morning was always the same, the sound of his alarm ringing continuously in his ears made him smash the snooze button each morning. jaehyun harshly rubbed his eyes while squinting from the sunlight rays peaking from his translucent curtains.
instead of going to school, jaehyun decided to stay home. he wasn't feeling too well and never is. jaehyun walks up to his curtain, his head nauseous. he sits in silence, the only noise that could be heard were the faint voices outside. he looked around and saw smiles. it made him sick.
jaehyun goes to grab his pen and diary; writing another entry. instead of the usual stuff he writes about, the boy decides to write a poem; expressing his loneliness once more.
jaehyun's diary
these streets full
of people could
never fill my
empty heart
page 133
jaehyun looks over to the pack of cigarettes on his drawer. he frowns like usual before walking over to it.
"not today, buddy." the boy says, as if the cigarettes could hear what he was saying. he then proceeds to walk out of his room; the most productive thing he'll ever do.
jaehyun takes himself to the kitchen and opens the fridge,
nothing.
he groans in frustration, "i guess i have no choice but to go out today."
jaehyun rushes back to his room to change into a more appropriate wear of clothes. once dressed, he waves his bed a little goodbye; before closing the door.
"let's not take too long," the boy says to himself as he stands outside his apartment.
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diary entries - jaehyun
Short Story❝ a story about a boy who writes daily entries in his diary ❞ » lower case intended © -CHlTTAPHON 2019 credit to whoever made the artwork !!
