So the first bad memory I have was that time when my mom and dad were still together and they were fighting and I guess it got really bad that my older sister had to sneak out of the house while everything was happening and go call my grandma and the reason why my sister did that is because my mom was going to kill herself and my got the gun and I guess he was going to do it too and I guess that stopped the fight but when my grandma got there she yelled at my mom and dad so my mom was mad at sister for doing what she did. But you can't just blame a little girl for doing that she was scared and didn't know what to do. My sister was everyone favorite she got all the love no matter what she did, smoking pot, getting drunk, kinda being mean to everyone else, didn't help anyone with chores. But I love her and couldn't picture my life without her one time she even saved all of us. We used to use this gas heater thing because we were poor and one night it broke I guess and filled the house with smoke and claira woke up to it thank God she did because when we woke up all of our under noses were black from the black smoke. So everyone in my family owes her our life's. Without her we would be dead and actually if it wasn't for her me and my little brothers would have been born. My mom got pregnant by this I don't even know when she was 15 and had claira and when my sister was 1 my mom and her were at this family picnic at my aunt's and my dad was a friend of my mom's cousin so he was there but my dad seen claira and wanted to know who the mother was and they started dating so a year or so goes by and out pops me! My dad's first child. to bad I don't really know him I mean I did my mom and him stayed together for a while they had 4 more kids together all boys when I was like 9 or 10 my mom moved us out of our old house and into this house we rented not really far away from my dad and the first night we stayed there I remember hugging my dad bye and crying and trying to hold back my tears bc thought I wasn't ever going to see him again but I did. We seen him every now and then but then we moved farther and farther away from him and started seeing him less and less. The last time I seen him I was like 12 or 13 my mom dropped off the boys so me and claira could meet her new boyfriend and go on a trip to Tennessee but I'm now 17 almost 18 in the 4 months I still cry every now and then about missing my dad but who wouldnt right.
