"I think I'm in love with my best friend."

1.

It was a beautiful day when I realized that I have a crush on Jungkook- my best friend. Since when? I don't really know, maybe I started to notice that I care more about him, I always look at him in a lovingly way and especially I feel warm and safe whenever I'm around him. This can't be real. After all those years, I couldn't just suddenly say that I'm in love with him. I tried to tell myself that was just a light spark in my head, that kind of feelings is going to disappear one day. Days after days, I couldn't reject my feelings anymore, I had to admit that... I love him... a lot.

I finally have the courage to confess him. I opened my phone, took a deep breath and... "Ting"- a notification from instagram pop up.

*INSTAGRAM DM*

_j.jk97 (Jungkook's instagram account): Hey..

it'smyname: Hey👋🏼

_j.jk97: I have something to tell you

it'smyname: Yup, I'm here!
it'smyname: Yeah, I have something to tell you too

_j.jk97: You can go first then

it'smyname: Nah, you first!

_j.jk97: Well..
_j.jk97: I think I'm in love with this girl
_j.jk97: And.. um.. I need your advice..

My heart shattered into millions pieces. What is this? He likes another girl? My tears started to fall down my cheeks and landed on my lap. Haha, I knew we are not meant to be together and that we should just be friends but something keep pushing me to confess my love. Nah, it's too late now. He likes another girl and there's nothing I could do about it. I guessed I had to give up and just keep my feelings to myself. Anyways, that girl must be so perfect and lucky to have his attention, not like me, I have nothing special.

_j.jk97: Are you there?

You quickly typed back in tears.

it'smyname: Holy shit balls, my dude has grown up right?

_j.jk97: Haha more of a grown up than you:)

it'smyname: Bish:)

_j.jk97: Anyways, what should I do now? Should I confess my love to her?

it'smyname: Go for it boy!

_j.jk97: But how? What do you think?

it'smyname: Um.. ask her out for a Netflix and chill night i think?:)

_j.jk97: Haha! Funny!
_j.jk97: Hey.. for real.. what should I do? If it's you what do you want me to do?

it'smyname: Don't say like that, it's weird
it'smyname: But.. if it's me then I would like to go to somewhere that don't have much people.
it'smyname: What about movies? You can confess her during the movie i guess?

_j.jk97: Uhuh... interesting! I might do that

it'smyname: Haha
it'smyname: Oh, and by the way, remember to kiss her before she go into her house!

_j.jk97: Woah okay, why?
it'smyname: I don't know, I think it's interesting

_j.jk97: Haha, okay, thanks for the advice baby