The Start of Something New

New Things

Hey everybody! Sorry I haven't updated in almost a month. I keep getting distracted and I have a lit of things going on. I know this chapter isn't very long but I will try to update again soon.

I moved his head back towards me and placed my lips on his. He then removed his pants while I put myself on top.

I checked the clock to see it was 2:00 a.m. Kian wasn't by me anymore which was ok.

I didn't see Kian for a few days after that. In fact I don't think he's even home.

Is it possible to be so in love with somebody that it hurts. That was how I felt.

"Were all going to go for a run." Ricky shouted at me as everybody left.

I sat on the couch alone since nobody else was here. I stared at the ceiling when I heard a creak. I ignored it but then I heard something fall.

"Hello?" I stood up.

Nothing.

I walked upstairs because that's where I heard it coming from. I scanned my room then Jc's.

"Hello?" I repeated as something shut.

"This isn't funny!" I shouted.

I walked into Kian's room.

I walked around trying to see if he was here, but all of the doors were open in his room so I assumed he wasn't.

"Hey." He smiled and spun me around and set me on his bed.

"Oh my god!" I was pissed.

"What?" He started giggling.

"Where the hell have you been?" I nudged him.

"What do you mean?" He looked confused.

"You get into bed with me and then ditch and I don't see you for almost a week! That's what I mean."

"Avery, I can explain."

"Please." I grinned.

"I stayed at a friends house for a couple days. Her brother was diagnosed with leukemia recently. Didn't you get the note I left you?"

"A note? I tried calling you."

"I couldn't answer it. I'm sorry."

"It's fine." I looked at the ground and let it all go.

"So what do you say about dinner? Anything you want."

"Um i'm kind of craving chipotlè.." I paused.

"Great!"

I gave him a slight smile and walked into my room.

I sat on my window seat and stared down at the beach. The view from my room was amazing. I usually sit there when I need to clear my mind.

I started thinking about the letters my mom wrote me. I walked over to my desk and grabbed them from the drawer. I grabbed the one that said "When you start High School" written across it.

I opened it up and read pointless and meaningless words. It was mostly about how to get through Freshman year and things like that, but since I was going to be a senior this coming year it meant nothing to me.

I shuffled through some more letters and found one that said "When you turn 16". I ripped it open and read how she hopes I got a car and a huge cake and practically everything I wanted for my special day and since my Aunt understands me very well I got what I wanted.

I shuffled through a few more letters and happened to find one that was written in bold letters "FOR HIM."

"Knock knock." Kian said walking towards me.

"What's this?" He grinned.

"Uh nothing. Do you want to go for a swim?" I changed the subject.

"Uh yeah sure." He said confused.

Kian was taking care of something so I decided to just wait for him on the beach.

"Hey Jackson." Jamie smiled as she approached me.

She calls me by my last name sometimes. It's kind of a thing.

"Hey." I smiled back.

"All on your lonesome again?"

"Uh no. Kian is actually meeting me down here."

"Ok." She laughed and ran inside as Kian came out.

He was holding a camera in his hands which was a little confusing but I just went along with it.

"And here is my wonderful girlfriend Avery." He smiled into the camera.

"What are you doing?" I giggled.

"Trying something new. Now wave."