Finding You

 Time is going by so quickly. I felt as if my innards were being torn apart by ferrel kittens. What if this doesn't work? What if this was just one big lie I was fed my whole life? No, I can't give up just yet. I have to just be patient. 

  I gripped tight to the tiny little panda key chain in my pocket. It eased the anxiousness that was developing inside me.

 Twenty seconds. 

 Breathe, Lily. Calm down. You're going to be happy. Stop worrying.

  Fifteen seconds. 

 I looked around frantically to see if anyone was coming my way, or looking as scared as I was. My stomach was churning. Am I really ready for this? I looked down to the countdown. 

 Ten,

  I'm so not ready for this. Oh my god.

 Nine,

Eight,

Seven,

Six,

 This is it... Here we go...

Five,

Four,

Three,

Two,

 Oh god...

One.