FORGETTING || m.yg+p.jm✔️

020

park jimin
⚠️sensitive topic ahead⚠️

jimin sat there, crying his heart out in the bathroom as he held a letter in one hand, his phone on the floor,

and a bottle of pills in the other hand.

he was shaking. he was glad his mom wasn't home, he didn't want her hearing his cries.

he opened the pill bottle, taking out at least 7 pills, throwing them in his mouth and swallowing them. it didn't take long until he felt dizzy, and everything went black.

a loud thud was heard and he dropped everything.

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everything was white. jimin looked down, and he was in white clothes. he blinked, and suddenly he was in the hospital.

what was weird was that he saw his body in a hospital bed. he touched the wall, he couldn't go through.

he wasn't dead yet.

he waited for someone to open the door, and the moment it did, he slipped through.

another weird thing? the nurse didn't see him, or notice him even though he walked right past her.

he walked around for a bit, and he stopped right in his tracks. his heart broke at what he saw next to his hospital room.

he saw yoongi, in a hospital chair, looking like a mess. the older boy's eyes were swollen and red.

he ran toward yoongi, kneeling in front of him.

"yoongi, don't be sad hyung." jimin told him, as if the older boy could hear him. yoongi was staring straight ahead, looking lifeless himself.

his face was flushed red from the sobbing, his lips chapped. jimin touched his chest; yoongi's heart was racing. jimin was admiring, observing yoongi for what might be for the last time.

although the older boy looked broken, he still looked beautiful in jimin's eyes.

he even noticed a slip of paper in yoongi's jacket pocket. he touched it, not realizing that he made it fall. yoongi looked at the paper and swiftly picked it up, opening it again.

jimin peered over and clamped a hand over his mouth. it was his suicide letter.

jimin just assumed his mom gave yoongi the letter.

yoongi frowned, blinking back fresh tears before folding it up and placing it back in his pocket. the hallway was silent. deadly silent. uncomfortably silent.

"mr. min?" the nurse called, and yoongi got up. "you can see him now, but not for long."

yoongi nodded, and walked to jimin's room. jimin followed right behind.

jimin watched him as the older boy went up to his body and softly caressed his cheek. jimin swore he felt that, even though he wasn't gonna wake up anytime soon.

or ever.

what made his heart clench was the fact that yoongi started crying. he started crying hard.

"jimin, please be okay. i'm not me without you. i'm so sorry if i was the reason you did this. park jimin, please wake up. please. i love you." he heard yoongi cry out.

jimin went up to yoongi, placing a hand on his. he looked at his own body, sighing.

"i'm sorry yoongi." he whispered. he kissed yoongi's cheek, hoping for a moment that yoongi could feel it, in any way.

"it wasn't your fault, hyung. it's mine." he whispered. "i don't belong here anymore. don't blame yourself hyung."

although that never got to be heard in yoongi's ears, jimin had to say it.

"i love you too. more than you can imagine."

END.