What's Between Us? - A Stingue Fanfic

The Fallout

Rogue's Perspective!

I quickly got changed after gym and redid my hair as it it was quite messy. I felt like crap. If anyone touched who wasn't sting I would proceed to freak out. After 4th it was lunch and Sting proceeded to take me out to his car in the student parking lot and we drove to my house.

"I'm sorry..."

He looked at me and smiled. He is so cute when he does that. GOD DAMN IT. Can I just not be gay. It would make this a lot easier. I wouldnt like Sting and I wouldn't have to feel bad about letting some girl have him.

I was interrupted in my thoughts by Sting.

"It isn't even your fault Rogue. Its not your fault at all Gajeel is an asshole. "

I shook my head.

"I should have noticed at least. This is the last time this happens...."

He smiled. He made me feel better.

" I'm so going to beat Gajeel in the games."

He stared at me and smiled.

"Yeah you are buddy. You are doing so much better then when we first became friends."

We reached my house and we walked in to see my father Skiadrum. He had a very questioning look.

"Rogue what are you doing here? Did you forget to take your pills?"

I shook my head and opened my mouth to speak but Sting spoke for me.

" Your step son from hell replaced his pills with some one he got from a dealer that had weed and heavens know what else."

Skiadrum looked furious. But we walked past him to Gajeel's room. We saw a little orange bottle filled with pills. The bottle had my name on it. Sting walked over and held the bottle out to me. My hands shook as I grabbed the bottle. Sting I suppose took note of this and took both of my hands in his.

" Hey Rogue calm down. Your fine. Your safe. I won't hurt you. You'll be fine. I'm right here buddy. "

I just couldnt take those words. I felt tears down my face.

" I'm not fine.... I'm so stupid. How did I not notice. I'm just a burden you would be so much better off without me Sting so why?"

He smiled at me.

"Cause you are such a great person Rogue and your staying the night at my place. My dad is cool with you. So let's get you a bag of clothes for the weekend cause I'm not leaving you alone."

I nodded and we headed out of Gajeel's room. Sting was talking with my dad as I went into my room and grabbed a black duffle bag I used for when I go over to Sting's. I walked over to my dresser and opened my top drawer which had my underwear and a couple undershirts in it. It also had a bottle of prescription tyneol. More than two at once could screw my head up for weeks. I grabbed the bottle. I looked at it and opened it and dropped a handful in my hand and then I heard someone.

"ROGUE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?"

I was Sting before he reached me I gulped down the handful tasting what was most likely each and every pill in my hand. It was about 10-11 I think. He took the pill bottle out of my hands.

"Rogue..."
 
I started packing my bag like I did nothing wrong.

"Rogue you know you take these pills not because your depressed but you've have abused pills so much you've hurt yourself beyond repair."

I nodded and kept packing my bag and I was soon finshed.

"I needed it Sting. You don't understand..."

"Rogue take off your shirt."

I blushed at it and then I realized a horrible truth. And I shook my head no. He took a step closer to me.

"Rogue take off your shirt."

"Please... Don't do this Sting. Don't make me.."

He took a couple more steps his face before mine.

"Rogue. Take. Off. Your. Shirt."

"Sting..... Please"

I was crying. I just realized it. He roughly grabbed me and threw me on the bed and pulled off my jacket. I did't even fight back because he would figure it out sooner or later. He pulled off my shirt and saw red lines decorating my skin. All along my hips, my sides, and even my ribs. He looked down at me. Im pitiful aren't I Sting.

"Rogue. We promised each other."

"I'm sorry. I'm so stupid."

He gave me my shirt back and I put it back on and grabbed my jacket and proceeded to do the same as I had done with my shirt.

That was the end of the discussion. We went back to school. I didn't feel anything and we finshed our last two periods. I got in Strings car and passed out. I know I'll have to do a lot of explaining. But the peaceful bliss of this drug induced sleep is too tempting to not partake in at this moment. So I enjoy it and I'll explain everything after I'm able to enjoy this bliss that is currently coaxing me to leave all my worries behind.