"Heartbroken and Lonely"

"Losing Touch"

Is it surprising,

That I'm losing touch?

After all that I've lost,

What more can I clutch?

Screaming at the world,

Am I too much?

Can anyone handle,

What I have to offer?

A blazing candle,

For all of the gawkers.

I'm losing my care,

And it's strangely peaceful.

Nobody is there,

Among all of the people.

Cold frost fills my heart,

Lost across my dreaming art.

Cancerous clouds of neutral thoughts,

I'm not allowed to take a shot.

I cannot fall again to dark,

So I'm sealing up my heart.

You are all like strangers now,

Feeling like no one knows how,

To talk to me so I understand,

It's like a pit of sinking sand.

I don't try to fight,

What's worse than this?

My soul's inner light,

Has lost it's bliss.

Bland and uncaring,

I trudge right along.

My teeth need no baring,

I know I am wrong.

I don't know anyone,

Anymore.

Feels like I've been shunned,

By what's in store.

Even my own kin,

Seem distant now.

I don't know what sin,

I'm comitting now.

But I will pay for it,

Nevertheless.

I'll lose my way for it,

I should have guessed.

Nobody means anything,

To my tired mind.

If you have hurt to bring,

Just stand in line...