Lines of not-a-pro

Dear sweetheart.

         If I'm asked to choose again,
    I'll choose you a million times.
You'll definitely be my first and last choice.

My fears are becoming a burden,
I feel guilty each time; knowing you love me.
I feel like I'm wearing a gown so princessy.
I love you! And I hate that you love me.

I'm so afraid of losing you
But I'm mostly afraid of keeping what I don't deserve.
Sometimes I think it's better to free you,
Maybe I'm caging you, or maybe I'm just so desperate.

  Dear sweetheart,
I can never stop loving you.
If I ever find the courage to tell you,
Hate me if you can; I don't care a thing
All I'll do is love, keep loving and loving you.

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