"Hearing My Heart"

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Love,

When will I get over it?

It's been years since the feeling,

But I'm still reeling.

I'm still left with spiritual billing.

My heart just won't begin healing.

I still see her.

When I sleep,

When I wake.

How long is this pain going to take?

Why won't it just leave,

For my sanity's sake?

I wish I could put my heart together,

Wish I could stop,

My soul's stormy weather.

Every time I try,

I can't find peace.

Like a broken jigsaw,

I'm missing a peice.

 Can't seem to find my mind's release.

Every thought has a trace of her,

Then I feel that cold sting,

And my eyes begin to blur.

It's like a rock in my mind's ocean,

It won't leave no matter how I thrash.

It won't break no matter how I bash.

Time isn't helping,

Lies aren't melting.

I tell myself it will leave,

If only I believe. 

But I heave and I heave,

And still feel the need.

I still feel my heart,

Just bleed and bleed.

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