Did you ever think about, why most of the renown
ed people died with depression,and autism? why their life far from the spotlights may be destroyed, and destructed.
The answers may vary.In my own perspective in this situation is that they have targets only in the earth, they live just for here they don't car about the eternal (the life after the death); so even their targets get more and more they are still limited. So what happened with those people is that they reached their goals, they achieved what they wanted;consequently,they live for nothing and forget the main reason for being in the world.they forget the god, but if they relate their hopes, hobbies, achievements success with god, then they converted the limited targets to unlimited ones and till the end of their lives, they are living for target.
then when we start to put our targets, or even write them down,first of all we have to think about what god wants from us, why we are here in the world,to die as we were born, to achieve what do we want on the earth but not the main target that we are created for; without satisfy the god, or even do things that may make him happy.When we know the target of our life from the god perspective, that worth our life and make it really valuable.
we don't want run behind secondary things in our daily life -because our life has many sophisticated things- and leave the most important part; our relationships with god, we don't want to be like the ones they went mission in a good place and instead of accomplishing the main task, they would be preoccupied by beauty of the nature, making relationships and involving in many other secondary things; unfortunately he didn't achieve the main task.
eventually, I hope you didn't get lost and here's a serious question: Why do you live?