The Journey

Kyungsoo Do

I laid underneath his bed, listening to the deep breaths he took in between his snores. Was I really this close to my bias? I couldn't believe it myself. My heart was pounding and I was covered in sweat. The book, that I held tightly against my chest, was anticipating for Kyungsoo's signature.

I took a deep breath. "I can't just jump out and ask for an autograph." I thought. I just sat there, listening to my sweet Kyungsoo sleep. My gosh, I can remember it like it was yesterday. The day I first laid eyes on Kyungsoo.

Flashback ~

Everyone was yelling and pushing as I was trying to make my way home. I accidentally bumped into another person. "Watch where you're going!?" She shouted. I just stood there and stared at her. "What is her problem? What's going on here?" I thought. I kept walking forward, hoping to see my street sign. Before I know it, I was pushed from the back and ended up on the ground. "Hey, are you serious-." Before I could finish my sentence a pale, white hand was hovering in front of my face.

"Are you okay?" He asked. My eyes grew wide as I slowly lifted my head to see the face behind that soft, deep voice. I wasn't surprise to see that this handsome man owned that sweet voice.

I shyly grabbed his hand and he helped me up. "Yes. Th-thank you." I replied nervously. He flashed me a warming smile. My heart sunk. "Why am I feeling this way? I don't even know him!"

"Hyung D.O, let's go!" A tall guy that looked similar to D.O was standing by a black van, looking at us. "These fans are crazy sometimes but I love them. Bye." He said before he took off towards the van.

I was left standing there thinking about the man I just saw. "D.O? That's his name?" I thought. I cracked a smile thinking about it. "If I was a fan, would he love me?" I wondered.

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I remember exactly. As soon as I went home that day, I stayed up all night searching up Exo. I listened and downloaded all their songs and watched every single show they were on and every single episode of Exo Showtime. At that moment, my life changed and till this day I don't regret it.

Some people would ask me, "How did you end up becoming a Sasaeng fan?" Hahaha, well, it started with my love for Kyungsoo. I was tired of watching his pixelated body on a screen and wanted to see him in person. I wanted to meet that sweet guy I met before once again and I was determined to. I started to follow their van and show up to every event they hosted. I almost felt guilty about it until I heard about Sasaeng fans. I questioned if I was one of them but denied I was. I never went into their dorms or stole their stuff. I just wanted to see Kyungsoo. But soon I thought more and more about what Sasaengs actually do. Next thing I know, I'm sneaking pass security and running through their bedrooms. I never thought my obsession would get this worse all because of a chinky smile and brown eyes.

I quietly crawled from under the bed and sat on the floor. Kyungsoo was facing me. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps. Not only did I smile but my heart did as well. I got up and took one last look at Kyungsoo before leaving. "Although it hurts me, I can't keep running away. One day we will be together. I promise I'm not this crazy. You'll get to know the real me." I whispered. I walked out of his room and glared into Kai's.

I placed 11 roses on the table. I cut one rose and isolated it from the others then left.

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