15|| I will wait for you

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Pov Andy
We are standing close to each other, he looks from my eyes to my lips, I do the same, and mate my heart is beating so fast. He leans in and when I thought he was just about to kiss me, he close his eyes and turn his head away, biting his lip. I groan silently, he kiss my cheek and walk to the other side of the car, getting in it. I stare a bit at nothing, surprised from what just happened, when I am back in reality I sit next to him, neither of us saying anything and he ride away. I look at him and he just keep looking at the road but I know that he knows I'm looking. He bites nervously on his lip and tongue, and I have to admit, it's hella cute. We arrive at my house, but I keep sitting. 'Look I'm sorry, I didn't knew what happened and I just' I look at him and smile slightly "Rye it's okay." He shake his head and punch the wheel, I look shocked at him. 'It's not okay Andy, every time I want to be close to you and open my feelings against you and just want to make you mine, but always again I get self conscious, and afraid.' I bite my lip and take his hand slowly "and that is okay Rye, I accept that you're not ready. And I understand that, I really do" He looks at me "I will wait for you, even tho it has to be a day, a month, a year."  He swallow and nod slowly. 'I go to home,  going to take a shower i pick you up after okay? Still Netflix night? ' I nod and give him a smile, I kiss his cheek and step out the car. Like usual he waits until I'm inside and then he ride away.  I let me fall against the door and look at nothing, my mom comes out the kitchen and frown when she sees me, ^sexual frustration?^ I laugh and she comes sit next to me. ^want to tell me?^  "after school he was talking to that Harvey kid, you know the one who has a crush on him?" She nods "and he was really angry, I heard him shout things like: I'm not in love with you and will never be, I'm in love with, yeah me  and stuff" she smiles "Harvey wanted to punch Him, but obviously, Rye is stronger, he took his hand and pushed him on the ground, and was about to punch the shit out of him, but I came and hugged him, he was directly relaxed." My mum smiles ^thats sweet^ I smile and nod "when I said that he has to relax he looked in my eyes and suddenly took my hand and went to the car, he pushed me against it and said I love you." She smiles more ^i knew it^ I laugh "I said I know and then he cames really close, looking from my eyes to my lips" ^oehhh you kissed?^  I shake my head frustrated "no that's the thing, he leaned in and when he was just about to kiss me he closed his eyes, and turn his head to the side, he kissed my cheek and went to the car." My mum pout and I laugh from her "I stood there surprised and shocked, when I get in the car, the ride to here no one said anything he just kept biting his lip and tongue, when we were here he apologized, I said it's okay and he punched the wheel and shook his head, saying that every time he wants to open his feelings, he gets afraid and self conscious because of his past." My mother smiles ^wait for him andrew, he truly loves you, he is a good boy and I know that he will take care off you, you two are soulmates.^  I smile brightly and kiss her cheek, standing up "thanks mum you're the best"  I go to my room. She shouts after me ^diner in ten minutes^ I smile and let me fall on my bed.
Brookbun
I saw what happens after school, no one ever gets Rye relaxed in a second...

I frown what?
Newkiddo Andy
Huh? What do you mean?

Brookbun
When he was about to punch Harv, you came and hugged him, he was relaxed in a second, no one ever could do that. 

Newkiddo Andy
Wauw... that's, crazy.

Brookbun
Lover what? Soulmates bitch, ship it

I laugh wauw
Newkiddo Andy
See ya Monday  brookie

I close my phone and smiles, get down and eat, then pack my stuff to stays at rye, after a few minutes he comes and we walk together to his home.

Pov Rye
I'm frustrated, goddamn, i want him, as my boyfriend, I just don't know why I keep doubting. Even though I'm sure I want it. I don't know what is wrong with me mate.
Andy is laying on my bed, while I take snacks and coke and stuff. He is staring at me when I walk back in, I place everything on the bed I lay down next to him and he look at me. I nod and place him on my chest he smiles, and like that we watch a few films and episodes of shows.
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Ahhh they were so close to kiss, I promise next chapter, is going to be great xxx, this night I will post it, just before Belgium is going to play xxx
Chapter 15
Love you guys xx

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