The Way I See It

Away

I've not been at home for a while now. The reason isn't bad I've been visiting family but I've gone to see them just as I got a girlfriend and it's driving me insane. The girl in question is amazing and beautiful and I love her.

However because of it my emotions have been jumping backwards and forwards like a ferret that's been hit with a taser. Amazing description I know. I think of how often I see my family and get happy that I'm here with them but at times I can feel depressed because I can't spend time with her. If you leave at this point then I won't blame you, psycho analogy is only interesting to certain people and even then my mind is pretty basic. This chapter is me letting some of my feelings out as punching things are frowned upon in my house.

This is difficult because as I run out of things to say my mind will drift and it will sound like I've had a gallon of LSD.  Which is impressive. When thinking about my girl I get scared when I say I love her. It's not that I doubt I do but don't want it to end up being a short term fling. Sounds mental but I can imagine being with her for the rest of my life, by the way I get called cringy a lot and I don't blame those who do.

If you made it this far without throwing up yet then I either applaud you or pity you. For you either find this interesting in which case you've got way too much time on your hands or you've been dared to do this in which case get some different friends.

This was fairly long or short I haven't decided the length of the chapters yet. They won't all be like this but for my first time I got requested this so, done. If you want to hear any kind of views for all problems then just tell me and I'll try and help. Bye

P.S I really like the song and I feel like I can relate to it at times