That Love

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by zipped96

by zipped96

That Love

I don’t think love feels like this

So I don’t think I’m in love

I don’t think I should feel this good half the time

And like dying the remaining hours

You make me feel suicidal and murderous and

I don’t think love feels like this

I feel physically ill

I don’t think love tears you down

And humiliates you

I don’t think it makes you feel dumb

And tired of everything 100% of the time

I hope and think a healthy, mutual love

Doesn’t make someone feel the way I do now

And if I’m wrong and all

of these fucked up feelings

Are symptoms of love…

I don’t want any part of it.

I don’t need it. I don’t need or want that love.