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Where You Belong

Where You Belong

Let it be known that I don’t lie. 

Not now, not ever. 

Not to you when I was happy and not now that I’m angry.

Not to her now that I know she exists.

So I’ll tell you the honest truth.

I never loved you.

I liked you more than I should have but I never thought of love. 

We did those things despite what you say to her.

We did those things and we would still be playing that game if it wasn’t killing me. 

I’m finished with you and with caring.

The truth is I want you to get what you deserve .

Hating you is so exhausting I’d rather just forget you ever existed. 

You’ll eventually fade into the background and I’ll see you from a far and think of you if only for a brief moment.

I’ll think of the things I felt; both good and bad. I’ll think of the things you did to me; mostly bad.

And I’ll smile as I think of the lessons learned and my new life. 

With my skin you’ll never touch and my future you won’t be apart of.

I’ll think of the love that I know is out there. The love I am capable of and the person I can give it to.

And that won’t be you nor anyone remotely resembling you. 

You will be in my past; where you belong.