I may not be the perfect man, but I try to be just for you. You've made me a better person and a better man. I know for a fact that you and I will be together, through thick and thin, until the end and for the rest of our lives. I want and need to marry you, but I don't want to scare you away. That's my biggest fear. I want you all to myself. I know I'm jealous and very selfish when it comes to you, but I just can't help it. You have such an attractive personality and such an ecstatic vibe. I just feel good when I'm around you. I feel completely like myself and I feel completely at home and completely stress free when I'm around you. You're like a drug. The more of your heart that you give to me, the more and more I need it. No one else has ever made me feel like that before. You're beautiful, inside and out. That's the closest thing I have to describe you, because no words can describe how amazing you are. Physically, you radiate like the sun baby. Of course your body is amazing and I cannot help but fantasize about it constantly, but I'd much rather think of your beautiful face and knowing that your smile and eyes and heart is all mine. I want to give you a promise ring. I want to give it to you because I eventually want to marry you. Of course, but I don't want you to feel like you have to and thus scare you off. That isn't what I want at all. Because I need you. I mainly want to give it to you because we will be away from each other while I'm at school, and you're at home. And I just want you to remember me. I want you to remember that there's a man out there that loves you to the edge of the universe and back, and no distance can ever change that. I want you to have fun with all of your family and friends in your last year of high school, and in college, but I just want us to stay loyal to one another. That's all I want. I trust you with all of my heart, and I promise, no I swear on your life that I will always stay truthful and loyal and faithful to you as long as you do the same to me. I know you love me, you don't even have to say it. But if the day ever comes where I'm just not good for you anymore, and your feelings just slip away, you can do me the favor and kill me.
