The Life

Just another word

The breeze flowing through my skin
Bring the smell of earth and flower along it
Make me feel so cosy  in my heart
Upon my eyes I see a wide ocean so blue and green
So warm but at the same time so sad
Look up from where I stand, I see a large sky clear blue with the bird that free to fly just like I am
I also hear the sound of the chirping bird, and  the movement of the grass when touch each other everytime the wind blow so serenely
I feel the hot of the sunlight that beaming down to the earth
I look around me it so vast the scene that never ending
I play,  I jump, I hop I do what I want for along time
Until I fall on the ground,  lay down and see up in the sky
It night, different from the daylight
The breeze that blow bring the coldness
The light that shone is from The Star and moon
The scenery of the night upon the sky is so beauty to take any breath that saw it
But  eventhough it beauty I never feel warm only cold
Look around me there are nothing
Just darkness and cold
My heart feel so cold it feel until in my bone
As I lay there I keep wonder why it feel so different
Different from before,  I thought that once I'm free I will feel happy
No longer tied with anything with anyone
Free from everything no bond nothing
The same scene I saw but different feel
Whyyy,  keep asking myself why,
What is the difference now and then
Going through everyday with only me.