Fly (Discontinued)

School

School started within a few weeks. I packed everything I need including my journal. Obviously. I got dressed and ate breakfest then headed out the door to walk to school. Since my "teammates" were the only people I knew let alone talked to I had no one. I walked through the halls of the school with my head down and went to my classes not making eye contact with anyone. Throughout the day whenever I had free time in class I would plug headphones into my phone and listen to music while writing in my journal. 

After school I went to practice but I didn't enjoy it anymore. Practice is what I looked forward to all day everyday but now... I dread going. When I got home I told my mom about it and asked if I could quit. Don't get me wrong I still love gymnastics and forever will, but seeing my old team practice as if I wasn't there was heartbreaking. 

At school the next day I started getting bullied. It wasn't just by just one person, no it was a whole team. My old team to be precise. They started pushing me into lockers, hitting my books out of my hands, and caling me names like "quiter" or "loser". It didn't really phase me because I knew deep down that when I quit they wouldn't like it. I didn't want to burden my mom about it, so I kept it to myself, but I couldn't hold it all in, so I wrote it in my journal. I turned it into my writing journal/diary. 

The next few days consisted of bullying and being called things. I thought they would get over it and be done with it. Boy was I wrong. They bullied me for days, then days turned into weeks, then weeks turned into months. Over that time it also got worse. They would beat me up andcall me worse names. I still didn't tell my mom because she was working so hard to keep a roof over my head and keep me happy. Then one day during gym I was quietly writing in my journal bothering absolutely no one when my journal was snached out of my hands by the girl that bullied me the most my ex bestie Tiffiney. (Sorry if your name is Tiffiney) Her and her "squad" kept my second most cherised item away from me by running around with it and throwing it back and forth. The most unthinkable,most embarrassing, and the most cruel thing happened. The threw it at the most popular guy and my long time crush, Alex. It hit him on the back and landed OPEN! Thank god it landed facedown. I quickly rushed over to pick it up, but apparently Tiffiney had other plans. She picking up before I could get to it and started to read my personal stories and confessions in front of everyone. That's not even the worst part she toldf Alex that I liked him and showed him all the stories and all the pages gushing about how he was so kind, cute, smart, athletic, caring, etc. Before I could hear his reaction I ran out of there you would of thought I was the flash. No one notice until the gym doors slammed behind me.