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Chapter 1:Birthday.
Nora's POV
20 July 2014 (3 Months Later)
I open my eyes and take a deep breath, smiling and sitting up in my bed. I look over at Laura who is sleeping peacefully on my bed.
Ever since I found him doing that....... 'Thing' I had been getting nightmares about it. I'd wakeup screaming and crying every night and my brothers would have to calm me down. I couldn't sleep with Stefan or Damon now because I am big now so Laura agreed on sleeping with me. Just another presence keeps me calm and away from those night mares.
I will admit, its not as comfortable as cuddling and sleeping with him. But I have to learn that he was just a terribly beautiful chapter of my miserable life who gave me joy and tears both, I have to get over. Yes, its sad that his chapter came to an end in my life with tears but I will always remember our joyous moments and smile on them. Never will I ever remember or try to remember the horrible moments.
Yes, I still love him and I will always love him, I just can't stop loving him. Its like a love-hate feeling. Sometimes I hate him to the point where I wanna go back to his Palace and rip off his head. But sometimes I want nothing more but kiss him and touch him, run my hands through his curls, down his body. Its all confusing, really. But I have promised myself, no tears.
"Laura" I said as I shook her slightly. "Wakeup babe," I said as I shook her again.
"Don't call me babe" she says and sits up and I almost chuckle at her missing front tooth.
"And why not?" I ask and put her on my lap.
"Because your boyfriend calls you that" she pouts and squints her brows in disgust.
"My boyfriend?" I squint my brows in confusion. She has never seen him.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to, do you need any money for your broken phone" she tries to mimic my voice and I laugh.
"Shawn's not my boyfriend" I laugh at the thought. "If I went out with Shawn Klaus will- Oh" I stop myself realising that its no longer an excuse for me.
"We'll see when he kisses you today" she rolls her blue eyes, crossing her tiny arms over her chest.
"Why?" I ask. "Why today? What's today?" I ask.
She puts her hand on her mouth, her hands widening.
"Um you'll see but remember Nora, you're mine and mine only" she orders cutely and kisses my cheek, jumping off the bed and running off. That was weird.
I shrug and get off the bed, walking to my closet and opening it. I take off my t-shirt and wear a matching bra on my underwear and pull on a white dress.
I don't know, ever since I have seen that thing I am not the same person. I felt like I had to change everything. I changed everything even my clothing style. I am trying to be strong and I am successful at doing it so far. I just hope I stay like this, because once I break, I'll break bad and terrible.
The thing that helped most in becoming this strong was made by him; his disappearance. He just disappeared, never came or apologised, not once. I am kind of glad because the moment I see him I'll break down.
I wear white pumps, quickly brush my teeth and brush my hair. Not bothering to wear makeup just like the old times. Oh and I have my memories back!
I quickly make my way to my journal and pull it out of my messed up drawer with my pen. I go to the window of my room and sit on the sitting place before the window. (A/N: Idk what to call it but its the kind Elena has/had)
I open my journal, putting it on my lower thighs and start writing,
"20 July 2014
Dear Diary,
So! Its my birthday! I am finally 17! Lol, just kidding :D I am 16 but 151, if that makes sense •_• Anyways, I just wanted to say that...... I don't actually know what to say. I mean the thing I wanna say is really pathetic and its gonna hurt me but I have to, I have to write it all out since I am not able to face Rebecca. I just, I'll be honest, I want nothing more than just a kiss and a happy birthday wish from the man I am in love with. I just want his dimpled smile and gentle touch. I don't want any gifts. Just a kiss and a look in those beautiful emerald orbs. Sadly, its not going to happen," a tear escapes my eye, wetting the page. Stay strong Nora. "And I am never going to complain, I am just going to remember the moments when I could kiss those lips, feel that touch and look into those green eyes and move on, yes" I slam my journal shut and sigh, my eyes raising from the journal and turning to look out the window.
Its not long before my eyes catch the sight of a sky blue Lamborghini, latest version. A huge gift ribbon is on its four sides with a beautiful flower like thing on the roof. I start grinning.
Damon must have done it!
I throw my journal on my bed along with my pen and start running downstairs. Before I can reach the door, I am frozen in my tracks when everyone shouts.
"Happy Birthday Nora!" I look and Damon, Stefan, Shawn, Bonnie, Caroline, Elena, Jeremy, Kol, Rebecca and her boyfriend Matt are standing.
"Awww guys thanks" I smile and hug my brothers and then everyone.
"We brought the gifts now but the party starts at five" Caroline clapped her hands in excitement and grinned.
"Great" I said with sarcasm. Everyone in here is pretty much my friend now, including Kol. I wasn't lying when I said I'd changed.
"Now everyone prepare for the party!" Caroline announced and everyone groaned and started moving. "Its 1 we have to get it all ready by 4:30 because people will start coming on 5 O'clock.
"Please don't tell me I too have to work" I close my eyes.
"No silly, you're the birthday girl" Caroline said and walked to help Elena with something.
"Hey" someone whispered in my ear from behind and I smiled turning around.
"Hey you" I whispered and he smiled, leaning down and kissing me.
"Happy birthday babe" he smiled and opened a box.
"Oh my God Shawn" I smiled when he showed me a beautiful silver necklace. "Wear this for me, please" he requested.
"Thanks" I smile and push my hair to the side and he puts it on me.
"Shawn come here" Caroline calls him and he goes, muttering a be back later.
I ran towards the door and opened it. I ran to the car and opened its door, it was open and the key was in the ignition. There was a painting of me on the driving seat. It was beautiful and looked like pretty much a camera taken picture. A card was beside it. I picked it up, it was a beautiful shade of shiny red. I opened it.
Dearest Nora,
Happy 151th Birthday my love, I hope you have a nice party and nice time driving this car of yours. All dues are paid and I remember you telling me about it when it wasn't launched but now it is, so here it is! I love you, always have, always will. Happy birthday.
P.S. I hope you remember me.
I recognised the joined handwriting and my blood freezes. He couldn't remember about this car...... Could he? OH MY GOD!
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