Watashi no Himitsu no Ai no Monogatari 私の秘密の愛の物語

Kirei ♥ きれい

Mavis' Point of View

Allen and I were never really close. Even if we’re part of the same group. But that can change right? Well, it did.

We sometimes talk about things, unlike before: He doesn’t speak to me, nor do I. It turns out he’s a nice guy. So, we became best of friends.

Few days past and I’m still a nobody to the person who is the source of my secret happiness whenever going to school. I get sad but I don’t tell what I think and feel to anybody.

That’s why Jazz suddenly told me I’m a martyr. That hurt me. Jazz has always been very kind to me. But she’s the kind of a good friend that will tell you if you’re doing things wrong.

I was combing my long, raven hair in front of a mirror in the girls’ restroom when Jazz came in. “Hey, lil’ sis.” I greeted back with a smile. “AJ just got in our room.”

My heart began to palpitate.

“You look cute when you’re blushing madly.” She said with a slight laugh. I blushed even more due to that..

We both went together back in our room. And I saw AJ resting his head on his own desk.

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There is always a girl like me. Crushing on someone, making him her inspiration, having sweet fantasies of him.. It’s not new at all.

AJ caught my eye at the very start of our day in college, and he never left my mind ever since.

He’s very fine looking. Long, untidy hair which looks cool and attractive for me. A bit skinny though, but taller than me. He is badly-behaved. One time he mocked our English professor for saying a wrong grammar essay. He could’ve approached him calmly, but instead he disrespected our teacher. Maybe he didn’t mean it..

But despite of that, he’s handsome and cool. And it’s like an aura of mystery is surrounding him. Which made him attractive..

“Do you have a problem?”

My mind snapped back in consciousness. “W-What?”

“You’re weirdly staring at me. It’s ticking me off.” AJ told me.

I quietly bowed my head In shame and say a low “sorry”, before settling on my chair.

Sigh.. Another bad strike for me.

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“Miss, hotdog please.” Allen ordered ‘cause it’s our break time. “Huh? Em? Oh, Em?” He just noticed me, sheesh. He paid for his food and plopped on the empty space beside me. “Want some?”

 

I shook my head with a fake smile.

“Is there a problem?” He asked, seemed concerned and curious.

“Nope.” Again with that smile.

“Well, if you say so..” He immediately stopped asking questions because I know he understands me. He then took a huge bite of his hotdog.

“Hey, can I have a question..?” I sincerely asked that broke off the silence.

“You’re already askin’.” He answered while looking away.

“Why don’t AJ notice me..?” At the end of my sentence, Allen choked badly.

“I don’t know.. Maybe he just.. doesn’t know what he must do..? Y’know. Us guys, we don’t like to assume things. So, maybe you should go tell him all, right to his face.”

 

I can’t do that. There’s no possible way I could do that. I don’t have the guts..

“S-So, what’s the plan for Jazz’s party?” He asked, looking away.

“She’s already invited us at their place, after school.”

“That sounds great! Are you going to come?” He looked at me looking all excited.

“Of course, I already have a gift. Do you?” I smiled at him.

He fell silent while staring at me. “Damn.” Then he ran panicky fast towards the commercial building with many stores that sell items and such. I laughed at his cute childish act.

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AN:

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