Day 25.
Good evening Phil.
Its been an exhausting week. I Feel so tired, I just want to sleep for another week. I tried filming for a video yesterday, but I dont really feel inspired that day. I am not getting enough sleep this past few days, and I think Im not in my right mind to do something productive.
Maybe Ill try again tomorrow.
People are asking me if Im fine, on the youtube comments and on my social media accounts; my phone wont stop ringing from all the text messages and calls Im getting. I mean, its kind of annoying, but I appreciate that they care about me. Im just not really used to at getting this much attention.
But one thing I really hate is how they always remind me of something I am trying really hard to forget. They are saying the same thing over and over! I would gladly throw my phone somewhere far from me so they can never cOntact me again, but I dont want to break this phone and lose the memories kept in this. Cant they just leave me alone?
They say they worry too much about me. Huh. They should worry more about you, Phil. Youre all alone in a place God-knows-where! What are you even doing right now? Do you have someone to talk to? Are you doing fine alone? Youre too clumsy, I just cant help but to worry about you. You might be in pain right now, and I dont even have the slightest idea.
Wait, no, lets not think that way.
Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts.
You know what, Ive been thinking if I should delete our channel or what. I dont think I can ever make another video. Not after what happened.
Unless....
Unless youre here with me again. I wanted to feature you for my next video. I cant do that without you.
When are you coming home anyway, Phil? Its been months. You can at least send a text or call me; or ask a squirrel to tell me when are you planning to get back. Anything. Just so I know if youre fine.
Why is everything so dull without you?
They always say you are a bundle of sunshine. Theyre right. You really are a bundle of sunshine.
My bundle of sunshine.
I will be waiting until my sunshine comes back.
But until when?
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SUNSHINE//A PHANFICTION
Fiksi PenggemarHis name is Phil. He's my best friend, the only one who can perfectly understands me. He's always there no matter what and he brightens me up whenever I'm down. He's my little ball of sunshine. There is so much that I wanted to tell him. So much, th...
