The Sasaeng Fan 🔷Yuta Nakamoto FF🔶

01. Award Show

Dedicated to Patrisha Dumaran

JAERIN:

Screams of fans echoed through the van as I arrived at the MMAs .The doors flew opened and the screaming and cheering got louder. Journalists began to swarm around me.

"Miss Jaerin, how are you feeling tonight??" One asked.

"I'm feeling great thanks for asking" I smiled at the reporter.

"Miss Jaerin can you say something to your fans???" Another asked.

"Thank you very much for your support. I love you all so much. Let's go through this night together. Jaerin's Loves fighting.!!!" I said to the sea of my fans. (A/N: Jaerin's Love is the name of her fandom. Kinda cheesy but I can't think of anything better) Manager Kim appeared by my side and lead me inside the venue. On the way. Fans raised different banners saying words like : Jaerin We love you!!! , Jaerin Fighting!!! , Jaerin, Our Queen!!! . Seeing those words gave me confidence. And aside from my fans, my haters are also present. Some of them shouted things like.

"Jaerin the autotune freak"

"Go back to the dungeons"

"Taeyeon is way better than you!!!"

As usual I ignore them. It has been 3 years since my debut. I trained in S.M. ent. For 5 years and became an Idol at 22. My debut album, Loving Me, has reached no.5 in music charts. Not bad for a debut album. And because of that, my popularity grew. My company made sure to promote me every now and then. It is very exhausting but worth it. I reached the entrance and went inside. The place is filled with reporters and journalist. Their cameras flashing every now and then. I smiled widely amd waved at them. Manager Kim escorted me all the way to my seat. Thousands of fans are inside the building. My seat is placed on the front row. Manager Kim sat at my side. I gazed at my surroundings. Numerous Boybands and Girl groups are present as well as some solo artists.MMA is no ordinary award show. Countless of artists, whether group or solo will be competing with each other. Different fandoms are here to support their idols. Sometimes fights are present during these times. When the program started with an intro by WJSN and Pristin. Followed by the performance of Chungha. In the middle of the performances , I was told to head backstage for preperation.This night, I am performing one of my comeback single titled My hero. As I head towards the dressing room, I suddenly felt uneasy. I heard faint clicking sounds in the back. I turned to my back to see if anyone is following me .

"Anyone there??? " I called no reply. I sighed and continued to walk. It probably might be some journalist trying to sneak some pictures for the headlines. As I arrived, i was greeted by my main stylist. Johnny Seo .

"Jaerin, Finally!!! Come let's get you dressed." He gestured towards the table where my outfit was placed. It was a long sleeved dress. With light blue as it's color. With a matching white hat. I went to change my outfit and when I was finished. Several makeup artists did my make up. Johnny went to check on me.

"You look wonderful Jae, Can't wait for your performance!!!
" He squealed. Suddenly a staff went inside and announced that it is almost my turn to perform. I stood up and head to the southern stage. That's where I'll be performing. The staff then started to decorate the stage . A crystal chandelier hung above the stage. Plastic bushes are placed in the back. When it was my turn I stood in the center of the stage. A curtain was being lowered. As the chandelier was being lit, The roars of cheering started.
The music began to play. And I started to sing.

Once upon a dreary life
I was hurt
By the misfortunes of life
I always thought there was no hope
There is no such thing as hope