SUNSHINE//A PHANFICTION

7

Day

You are my sunshine.
My only sunshine.

Remember this song Phil? Thats right. Its your magical healing song.

You used to sing that to me when Im not feeling well. Do you remember the first time you sang that song for me?

You make me happy when skies are grey.

I was really sick that day. Youre the only one that visited me. You brought a basket of fruits and even my missed lectures that you got from my classmate by bribing her a chocolate bar. I was really surprised when you did that.

And then we became friends.
Then best friends.

Looking back, weve grown so much. Ive become a better person because of you. I never thought that Ill be someone my old self would be really proud of.

You'll never know dear, how much I love you.

Now Im singing this song to myself, I realized that you did many wonderful things for me. And I hate that I didnt even say even a simple thank you while I still can.

Ive lost my chance forever.

As I closed my eyes, I imagine that you are sitting here beside me like what you always do, and this time I am the one whos singing it for you.

Im sorry if my voice is a bit shaky. Im supposed to sing this like you always do, but I cant fight back the tears.

I dont want to open my eyes. I know that when I did, Ill face that painful reality again. And Ill crush my heart once again, leaving a million scattered pieces of my self. Im scared that they will take you from me again. I feel so lost without you.

So please...

Please don't take my sunshine away.