so here i, amanda green stand stare off into the darkness of my room as my head pounds from the harsh arguments that had taken place about forty minutes ago.
i've tried to tell myself countless times that I'm not actually thinking about taking my own life, and that I just want attention- it's not working anymore, and so i've decided to give myself ten days, ten days to see if my life becomes better. if my life's still the deep cutting horrific sight it is now in ten days, i pull the plug..take the pills in other words, all of them, the whole nine yards.
i am serious and everyday that passes ill write down a reason why I hate my life, no not because of 13rw, I'm not that fucking pathetic. but i am curious though about what will happen after i leave all of the lively souls on earth behind, will i go to heaven? will i go to hell? are heaven and hell even real? all questions that are anxiously waiting to be answered.
well, there you have it, see you tomorrow, day number one.
