When we first met, I instantly knew that I was gonna love you.
At first I thought just as a friend.
We soon learned everything about each other.
From favorite ice cream to each other's phobias.
We started texting everyday.
Started talking on the phone late at night.
You started giving me song recommendations.
One day you were complaining about your previous lovers.
I was listening and trying to help you feel better.
I couldn't give you any advice because my heart hurt from listening to you talk about these girls.
We were on call when I realized that I failed at loving you as a friend.
I could only think about how your voice sounded.
The laugh that made me stop from crying.
The I love yous.
The calling early in the night and waking up with you still on the phone.
Watching you play your games and how into them you got.
The times you played with my hair or kissed me on the forehead.
Us holding hands and cuddling while hanging out.
The nights when we would play fight and you would overpower me and have me pinned down.
When we would tease each other and our faces so close.
The one night we went to a party and we kissed, I was drunk and you were sober.
I didn't even know about it until one of the witnesses told me about it.
The next day you found a girlfriend.
You didn't understand how much that hurt because I didn't have the guts to tell you.
I congratulated you two but I think you saw in my eyes how hurt I was.
I am sorry I am telling this to you so late but,I love you with all my heart.