Finding Herself

Shreded Tears

I snoozed my alarm and took my blankets of and walked to my toilet did all my morning routines and walked over into my closet as a rich kid I am I have a huge closet with all the varieties of dress collections.Soon after I got dress I climbed down stairs and had my breakfast 🥞 when mrs Roni said "Dear your dad texted me that he and your mom will reach next week from their trip" "oh!well that's great"I said with a smile I am not so surprised I know that it's how my parents are they come and go they are least bothered about me but that doesn't mean that they hates me they do love me a lot and even I do but the thing is that I get to see them once or twice in a week.I jogged towards my car and turn the radio and was welcomed by call it want you want by Taylor Swift came and I started humming and soon I reached the school parking lot. I walked over to my locker and Shan and raf joined me.
"That bitch Kyle smirked at me today morning"
I knew Kyle is the head of cheerleader team and schools biggest slut. "Mmmm Raf I think You should get over him"I said "exactly I neither liked him to raf go and find someone better"shan said "uhh fine guys okay I will"raf said with a duh sound soon the bell rang and I walked to my first class which was physics I was sitting with my hand on my chin when our teacher cleared her voice "well class I am going to assign you for an assignment and I am gonna pair u up"well that sounds great and she started calling out names "Chloe with Shawn Jenny with Tom Tay with James that's it class"welll whoowww great I am assigned with that bully James thanku lord thankyou and the second thing that I see is James face "hai to the girl who jumps from boy to boy so let's start our assignment?" "Can you please stop calling me that I never did that" "oh really that's why back in tenth grade when u were dating jake you jumped into feddy when he proposed you right?" His word stung over in my heart over and over again which made me feel like bursting out and I clenched my first amd said "that's cod I never loved jake It just happened" " oh then what about Levi did that also happened?" "Nooo I left Levi cos he was always flirting around girls" " oh my gosh you are really a bitch how many boys did you date in ur entire life" his words kept on rewinding in my mind over and over again
Uhh he is true only you always jumped
Why are you alive
Hey can u just fall for someone you can stand with
Idk but my mind never shut his mouth and soon I hear the bell rang and I stormed out of the class and ran into the bathroom and locked myself in the cubicle and I started crying and pulling my hair so hard that my scalp was paining I really wanted to end my life all I could see was how badly James and his friends laugh at me...

Oh mi god u guys I really didn't have any idea what to write in this chapter I wrote what came up in my mind pls lemme know ur opinion down below🤩🤩
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  Thamana✨