Jonny's story (Coldplay/Buckin OS)

Hello everybody! This is my first fanfiction, so please don't judge me. I'm from Germany so sorry for any mistakes. It's a OneShot, only one chapter. I hope you enjoy it! :) 

I put Us against the world because I love that song and it fits in some way :)

Jonny’s story

>> Our next guest is a nineteen years old young man, many things happened to him. He tried to kill himself, happily he failed, he will tell us his story. Everyone, please welcome Jonny Buckland! <<

The people cheered politely when Jonny went on the stage. He was quite excited because he didn’t like to talk to those many humans just to get pity and money. And he had never been on such a big scene and it took him months to come over his traumatic event, so he wasn’t very pleased to have twenty minutes to tell those people his story and look depressing.

He shook the presenter’s hand and they sat down on the chairs.

>> Well, hi everyone. I’m happy to be here, << Jonny lied to make a good impression. >> It started when I was sixteen, there was a new boy in our class. His name’s Chris. He seemed to be very nice, after a month we were already best friends. Then I realized that I felt something more that just friendship for him, I was caught in friendzone. It was quite hard to me for accept it that I was going to be gay. My grades went worse every week and my parents were lost because I was too frightened to talk to anybody, so they didn’t know what was wrong with me. I was so sad; I didn’t want to lose Chris’ friendship, so I didn’t tell him, of course. << the shy boy took a big breath, his eyes hushed over the people’s heads, he saw a few friends. The whole crowd was listening to him.

>> My sadness went over to fear and anger. What if Chris would have found out? What if he’d have laughed at me and tell everybody? I couldn’t risk it. So I found myself very depressed and I was at a loss. Once I beat a little boy nearly to death, because he asked me if I was alright. At that moment I think my parents must have noticed that I was very upset. They brought me to a therapist, and after a few weeks I told him. Maybe he saved my life; he actually helped me very much. He said I should tell Chris and on my seventeenth birthday I finally told him everything. He reported that he liked me too much to lose my friendship and that he wanted to see if there was more from his side, too. I think I convinced him that night.<< a little smile ran over Jon’s face when he remembered thiat evening, but then his face turned serious again. Maybe because he thought of what happened afterwards.

>> We were together, I really loved him. I never loved someone else. And I think he loved me, too… actually by the time he met this, uhm, girl. He cheated me and he told me when it was over for another reason. Nevertheless, his parents were really religious and he meant that they wouldn’t accept it. But finally, he told them and his father broke his nose and a few ribs. I understand his reaction now, but back there I did not when be broke up with me. I was completely destroyed and I saw no reason to stay alive. Mostly my days were I woke up, went to school with a terrible heartache because I had to see him every single day, I went home, laid on my bed and cried myself to sleep. My parents often tried to tell me that everything was going to be OK, that I would come over him after a few weeks, but I didn’t. <<

The whole room was quiet, some people were even crying.

>> I just want to say that I’m not happy that after I saw him laughing in a brake in school, and I was wondering: Chris, how can you just be happy again? How can you laugh while I’m nearly dying in pain? That I, that I ran ahead a truck. Never try to kill yourself, please. Afterwards, my mother told me that I was damn lucky, and that I would have missed many things. She told me that it’s the most beautiful feeling when you become parents, or when you’re so old that you know more than other people, that’s it is worth to be alive.  You have to forget some people, maybe even if you liked them very much, or you loved them. New people are coming always. If you have no choice, you sometimes have to forget, that you can go on. <<

Jonny took a big breath. He wasn’t proud of his story, but he wanted to show other humans that there is sometimes more that just one soul-mate, or true love.

The crowd cheered, people stood up and were clapping nearly five minutes. Jonny smiled and perhaps he blushed a little bit, too. When it was quiet again, there was suddenly a male voice shouting: >> Mr, Buckland, can I ask you a question, maybe? <<

Jonny startled. He turned his head to the right side, where the voice came from, and stood up. His moth was opened and his eyes were big in shock. He couldn’t say anything.

>> What if I love this person too much to forget him? What if I’d like to punch myself because I realized that I never showed this person how much I love him? Even if it’s long ago, I still do. I still love this person. <<

Jonny didn’t say anything. After a few seconds, he went out of some sort of trance.

>> Why… how… how could you f-find me? << he asked quietly. His heart ran as fast as a thunder. He liked to punch himself because the only thing he could think of was how handsome the other man became after a few weeks.

>> I… I… Jonny, I’m so sorry! I, I couldn’t live without you… << The other man with red curls started stuttering, his eyes rushed over everything he was able to see.

Suddenly Jon went really angry.

>> Are you crazy?! Do you know how much I had to suffer? Do you ever thought how I would feel? Two years! Two years ago was the last time I saw you! And even then, when we were in school, everyday I saw you and you saw me, you were to SCARED to tell me you still loved me?! That is mad! And now, you come here with this blockheaded apologise of one sentence! Do you remember when I told you I never wanted to see you again? That was fucking serious, Chris! <<

Now it was the curl-haired boy’s turn to stand there with a shook.

>> Aren’t you happy to see me again? << He whispered. But Jonny had heard it.

>> That’s all you think about it? << Jonny returned.

Chris looked to the floor, too frightened to look in anybody’s eyes. His self-confidence was gone. With his last hope, he went forwards and climbed on the stage. Jonny was watching him doubtfully, but he didn’t flinch. Chris walked slowly to the middle of the stage and hugged Jonny. Jonny hugged him back. They both started to cry certainly, but they didn’t brake apart.

>> I’m never gonna leave you again, Jay, << Chris whispered. Jonny smiled and murmured:

>> I missed you so much, Chris.<<

>> I missed you, too. <<