Forbidden Crush✔

Chap 1. The First Boy i Met

"Mommy...what's wrong?" I asked worryingly seeing tears streaming down from my mother's eyes as i was about to head to the toilet.

"Nothing my dear Clarissa..." her voice crackled as I sensed that she will burst into tears any moment now if I continue to push her so I just went to my study table and did some revision even though i did not really wanted to revise.

Instead, my mind was still stuck at whatever i heard my parents were talking about over the phone just now

"You dare?.....Who cares about your money?........how could you do that , she's my best friend for fuck sake " and with that mum slammed the phone onto the table as she sat on the floor, tears uncontrollably poring down her cheek

Hmmm...I wonder what she mean by calling her best friend my step mom*sigh* adult's stuff are so complicated.....and it all started 2 months ago when Aunt Miliana was invited our to our house and every adult were basically drunk........Ever since that inccident , daddy started to not come home...mommy have been crying and hating her best friend

I decided to leave mommy alone and proceed with my work since i know that im still too young to even understand the problem, moreover console my mom

" Clarissa! Clarissa! That's the second time I've called you...were you day dreaming while revising your homework ?!?!?" my mom asked sternly

"She finally grabbed ahold of herself after a few hours of crying in dismay huh" I commented in my head

Her eyes were all red and puffy , and her hair were all messy and tangled ,however , she still forced a smile on her face which was kind of obvious , but i just shrugged it off knowing she just doesn't want me to worry about her.

"Sorry mommy! By the way, is dinner ready yet...I'm starving!!!" I whined like a little baby trying very hard to change the topic.

Hey , I am a little baby anyway. My name is Charissa Juel, where my mother is Japanese and my father is American! This year , I'm 5 which means, i will attend elementary school this year,isn't this just great!!!! I have a pair of chocolate brown eyes and blonde hair that end near my shoulder with a small curl. My father was a tall muscular man with blonde hair and dark blue eyes whereas my mom was one head shorter than my dad. She has a mesmerizing pair of chcolate brown eyes and dark brown smooth long hair that is slightly wavy

"Sorry Mr Hungry , dinner is not ready but almost" my mother patted my tummy as I giggled

"Oh yes Clare , next month , we will be moving back to Japan " my mother spoke calmly , way too calm

"What!?!? Why?" I asked utterly shocked over how my mother just announced that we are moving back to where Grandma lives, baiscally , my hometown i guess , and yet she held such calm face

"Clare..I'll explain to you the reason....maybe when your older , but for now, let's enjoy your first and last month of elematry school here before moving back to Japan " Mommy smiled

Why do we have to immigrate so suddenly?!?!? Is it something to do with calling my godmother my stepmother or something like that ? Did Daddy anger Mommy?!?!? Did I do something wrong ???

Throughout the whole dinner , I hung me head low and ate silently sitting opposite my mother, even though she had prepared my favourite food: Spagetthi in creamy mushroom sauce. Mommy must have sensed that i was pretty upset so she left me alone.Even after dinner , my mother and I still didn't talk....we just kept quiet and did what we are suppose to do and im thankful for that . For now , I need some time to digest what was just announced to me