Touched

I fell in love with my best friend and no one knows

When i look at him all i see is perfection and i wish how i could look like that. We skipped class 

together and i never felt more alive in my entire life. It was so cold outside but when he touched 

me a fire took over my mind and was burning in my skin igniting all the feelings i had inside. 

Every breath i took and each time he looked at me it's like my whole world stopped and i was 

reminded why i fell for him. The first day i ever saw him i told myself to stay away i knew i could 

get lost in the thought of him and i knew if i got lost there would have been no way of saving 

myself i would have been gone. I challenged him i said he couldn't make me fall for him which is 

somewhat true cause I've already fallen and my heart's in pieces and i'm wondering what would 

happen if i told him. i know how he is, i'm okay with being used but i want him to look at me like 

he does with her. I caught him once he was looking at me like i was something to eat and once 

again i felt alive but i want more, i want to lay next to him and have him whisper in my ear how 

he feels about me but he doesn't want anything more than to get into my pants. i'm just another 

one of those stupid girls who fell for him and he can continue to use but i'm not i am me i have 

feelings and life and i'm worth more than being in love with someone and them just using me. i 

am me i will not be put on the bottom cause he won't open his eyes and see i care i am here. i 

may not be the original people he wants but i am someone, i am enough, i am me i care i am 

here i will hold and i will love you i will tell you i can't explain your perfection in words cause it's 

true. i may not have an accent i may not have a nice butt but i have my love to give i have all of 

me to give to you i am not perfect but i will work on it if it means i can have you of course you'll 

never read this you'll never know any of this no one will and i'll probably let anything happen 

tonight and then hate myself later but if that's what i have to give you for you to notice me and 

love me for just a short while i will....for you i'll be your distraction for me you'll be the one who 

lights up my world and makes fall for you but i'll pretend we're just friends