"Human"

#1

Stiles p.o.v
I don't know how long i can keep this in, i feel like I'm going to die if I don't tell them how i feel. The only problem is they would never expect it i mean we "hate" each other right? I can't believe I'm in love with Derek i mean him out of all people why him he hates me. Maybe talking to Scott will help maybe he can give me some advice.
Ss-stiles
Sm-Scott
Ss-hey Scott?
Sm-whats up stiles
Ss-i have yo tell him
Sm-who Derek? Are you sure?
Ss-no but i feel like I'll die if I don't tell him
Sm-stiles I honestly think you should tell him if thats what you want
Ss-it is
At least I think it is.
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Stiles p.o.v
So I've decided to tell Derek how i feel about him after i talked to Scott a couple weeks ago, I'm so embarrassed 😩 I don't know what he'll say but here goes nothing
Ss-Stiles
Dh-Derek
Ss-hey Derek can i talk to you
Dh-sure stiles what is it
Ss-I'm in love with....
Dh-with who stiles?
I stopped and started to overthink things what if he doesn't like me back or he doesn't like boys or he thinks I'm to hyper
Dh-stiles?
Ss-......
Dh-stiles
Then I realize that I won't know till i try
Ss-I'm in love with you Derek
Dh-WHAT?
Ss-I'm in love with you
Dh-DON'T EVER SAY THAT TO ME AGAIN YOUR DISGUSTING YOU ARE A WORTHLESS FAGGTO AND YOUR OUT OF THE PACK DON'T COME NEAR US AGAIN FAG
(I hate🙄 that word but i need it for the story sorry if I offended anyone 😭)
Ss-D-Derek you c-can't do that
Dh-I CAN AND AM BECAUSE IM THE ALPHA AND YOUR NOTHING BUT A WORTHLESS HUMAN FAG
SS-f-f-fine
After that I broke down i felt like my whole word came crashing down on me and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
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(time skip bc I'm lazy one week later)
Stiles p.o.v
Its been a hard week without the guys i mean we still talk but its not the same but I realize that there is something I can do. I can leave and i am leaving I can't do this anymore I'm not sure how long I'll be gone but I know I need to get out of here and I know where I want to go. I'm going to New Orleans my mom used to talk about it all the time before she got sick plus I always wanted to go. My dad thinks its a good idea 💡 now I just have to tell Scott.
Ss-Stiles
Sm-Scott
Ss-hey Scott?
Sm-hey stiles
Ss-Scott we need to talk
Sm-about what
Ss-I'm moving not for ever but
Sm-your moving? Where? Why?
Ss-bc I can't stay here right now Scott but I promise its not forever and New Orleans
Sm- that far?
Ss-I'll be back before you know it but Scott this is something i have to do
Sm-I understand but I'll miss you
Ss-I'll miss you too but remember you'll always be my brother
Sm-always
And with that I finished packing and booking my flight. Ready for my new adventure wonder what'll happen.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::chapter one done I will try to update like once a week but if i have homework and stuff like that the on the weekends soo🤗bye