The sunlight streamed through the windows in my room.
Napangiti ako.
Isn't it our 6th anniversary, hon?
Dali dali na kong naligo. I even shaved my moustache in which you always pull while laughing. I chose to wear a bright colored shirt since you love those.
I drove out of the house and went to a flower store.
I took a glance in all of the flowers inside. But the white roses was what captivated my eyes.
I walked out of the store with a smile and headed in an icecream parlor.
I bought the chocolate since I can imagine you, pulling me towards this 'sweetest flavor' you say.
I hopped in my car. I started the engine and drove to you.
It is sunny. Perfect for an icecream treat. And flowers.. flowers, for well. Nothing. You just love those.
Everything is perfect just as you do.
I can even imagine you, saying thank you with that brightest smile of yours and giving me an award with your warmest hug and endearing kiss.
How crazy am I to be in love with you like this.
For 6 years, I am still so excited to see you.
I stopped the car in a parking area and get the flowers and icecream.
I hopped out of the car.
Bumungad sakin ang sikat ng araw.
And from afar, I saw you.
I smiled.
I can imagine that.. you are smiling back at me.
Naglalakad na ko papalapit sayo.
And every step I take, I felt heavier than usual.
Pero nanatili akong nakangiti.
'How are you?' I started.
I placed the flowers beside you. You look better with it, hon.
Lalo na kung ngumingiti ka. And while smiling, you'll do a lot of adorable things. Lagi mo pa kong kinukulit.. you pulls my moustache every chance you get, you make me wear bright colored shirts, lipsticks, make ups, dresses and even heels just to make me gay, you forces me in an icecream parlor to buy you one, the same thing in the white roses you adored.
This moment, I want to hug you so tight. I want to kiss you like there's no tomorrow. I want to cuddle with you.
'I miss you.' I mumbled as tears streamed down my face.
I slowly touched your grave.
'I'll join you soon.'
I love you.
