A/N:this might be the only authers note. anyways just wanted to say this chapter might be slightly boring the story wouldnt leave me and i decided i am going to just post it for you guys to read i will focus on it. THIS CHAPTER IS JUST TO LET YOU GET TO KNOW THE MAIN CHARACTER A BIT. =)
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Chapter One.
Tears slid down my face as I stood there in the grave yard , staring at my parents grave.
Its not my fault, and I knew that...but the pain still remains.
A thousand what ifs kept running through my head, that sometimes makes me want to go crazy.
I lost everyone. My mom, my dad and my sister. But its her fault she died. She killed herself.
When mom and dad died it was hard for me and I can understand that it was hard for her too but she didn't have to kill herself the both of us could've gone through this together.
I looked at Evelyn Hart's grave and traced my fingers over the name, my mom.
Her name is way more beautiful than mine. Darida, I was named after a condom, that's what happens when your mom let your dad name you.
So my name is Darida Lori Hart and I am a lonely girl. I don't have any friends....well I don't have any living friends. I talk to the people in the grave. I know its weird, but when you have no one to talk to, they are the best listeners.
I looked at my watch and wipe the tears from my eyes. I have to go to my aunt's house; my moms best friend Martha is suppose to pick me up.
You see as you already know my parents died. But when they died my sister Sylvia and I had to stay with my aunt, Rebecca the only reason she took us in is because she likes Sylvia and now that Sylvia is dead she is kicking me out of her house so now I have to live with my Martha.
My life is so sad, yet I feel so selfish for saying my life is sad when there are other kids out there who's life is far worst than mine.
"mom, dad I have to go. Martha is suppose to pick me up in like twenty minutes, I love you guys so much and I miss you guys everyday, I wish you both were still here it would make life so much easier for me. bye everyone I am not gonna see you guys for a while" I shouted the last part loud.
I always wonder if they can hear me. I feel silly sometimes when I talk to them because at some point I feel like I am talking to myself but then I remember they are dead and that they can't answer me.
I quickly ran from the cemetery and as fast as I could made my way to aunt Rebecca's house which wasn't really far.
When I reached she was already there my suitcase outside with her and a nasty smile was on her face.
"where have you been, did you forget what day it is?" she asked placing her hand in akimbo.
"of course not." I hissed and rolled my eyes at her.
She just stood there smiling. "good now when she comes tell her I am sleeping and not to bother me. bye dear I am really gonna miss....your sister she was always the better one."
The angered me. how could she says this to me. its always this way she always compare me to Sylvia. I kept quiet as she made her way in the house.
That woman has no heart. I cant believe she is my mom's sister they are so different.
Well thank god I wont be seeing her ugly face again. Martha is a better person than Rebecca , Martha likes me. she always treat me like how she would treat her kids.
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(25 minutes later)
A yellow porches Cayman pulled up in front of me I looked up to see Martha.
she smiled when she saw me and quickly got out the car and hugged me tight.
"dear are you ok? I heard about Sylvia. I am so sorry" she said as she released me from the hug.
"I am ok. And its alright" I said. she nodded and took my bags and put them in her car.
I helped her put my suitcase in the trunk thought because it was really heavy.
"ok then I guess we are all ready to go, but first I would like to have a word with Rebecca"
"Um...she said to tell you that she is sleeping and not to bother her"
"Oh, well in that case then let's go."
We went in the car and she sped off down the road.
After a while we pulled up in the drive way of big blue house. Its bigger than Rebecca's house , which is big...well to me.
"nice house" I said Martha smile and nodded.
"thanks" we got out the car and I followed her inside the house "um...Martha remember my bags are in the car"
"oh I know. CHASE!' she shouted she then walked off to somewhere leaving me there in the living.
I then took the time to look around it was decent. The wall was cream and the brown furniture's matched it perfectly.
Martha came back with a tall guy with blue eyes and shaggy brown her, he look like he is around my age.
My eyes went from his face and to his shirtless body. Water was dripping off of him.
It was as if everything went into slow motion the water slowly dripped off his body making me just want to touch him.
Damn this boy is hot. He even have a six pack. Talk about every girls dream. And that's when I felt it. that excited feeling between my legs.
My eye got huge as realization hit me.
The boy I guess is chase looked at me funny and then walked out the front door.
There is no way I am staying in the same house as the boy , no way he is way to hot for me.
I wonder what if feels like to kiss him...heck I wonder what it feels like to kiss somebody.
