Touched

Into you

You... they say someone can die of a broken heart it doesn't happen often but it occurs in life. 

I've felt pain, i've felt my heart shatter into a million pieces and i had to learn that each piece just

lead back to them, but now i'm healed my heart knows not to let the walls fall and i'm learning 

all over again. I know i'm young I know i'm just a little kid i know i'll never be grown up till later I

know i'm hard to love i'm hard to read i'm hard to know but for some reason I care i'm falling.

The way you looked at me the way you kissed me held me just everything about you for some 

reason when I see you my head says no. We will fall and get hurt but my heart has never wanted 

to jump more than now i'm just a little kid. I don't understand these things, but what I do 

understand is I would do anything for you to feel the same way about me. I would give you 

everything I could treat you the right way love you, but I know I hide my feelings, I overthink 

everything, I need constant reassurance, I don't trust easily, but every time you look at me my 

walls come tumbling down. My knees get weak and my whole begins to melt into jello, but i'm 

stuck. Everything's gonna be against us I know, i'd keep fighting and never stop i'd keep working 

to be better and give you everything you want and need against any odds no matter what. I'm 

not sure if you feel the same way i'd put my entire being into you but i can't promise i'm always 

gonna be perfect. I falter sometimes. so why we don't let the walls fall right now! the only image 

I see is you. Everytime I close my eyes everywhere I look! I slept on the floor cause I didnt wanna 

remember the things that happened between us the way my body reacted to your touch. The 

way you made me feel alive, I opened up to you and knew you weren't gonna last. I'm grateful 

for the moments we shared I just wished they never have ended I knew we would have to be  

just friends and i'm gonna have to swallow my feelings and pretend they don't exist.