Ever Since Middle School (A Shane Dawson Fan Fic)

Chapter 15

I hold the phone close to my ear with the tears already pouring out of my eyes.

"Mom." I say in a small voice.

"Samantha, I know this is such short notice, but I need to tell you something."

"What is it?" 

"I'm still going to come to your wedding, but I have lung cancer. It's beyond being able to treat it." She says those word and it takes me 5 minutes to process it. My mother, who I haven't spoke to in 10 years, is calling me to tell me she has cancer and it can't be treated. My whole body feels like it's shutting down. I feel sadness, and anger.

"You haven't called to talk to me one in 10 years, not asking how I am, how my boyfriend is, or simply how my engagement is going but when you do call me it is to tell me that you have fucking lung cancer!"

"Come on honey calm down."

"DON'T CALL ME HONEY, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COME INTO MY LIFE AND RUIN IT NOW." I yell. The bedroom door bursts open and Shane looks at me with a worried face. Once he sees me crying he rushes to my side and holds me. "You don't give one shit about how my life has been but in the happiest moment you come and fucking ruin it!"

"Please Samantha, please calm down."

"You leave me alone FOR 10 YEARS BECAUSE YOU WERE ADDICTED TO DRUGS AND YOU SEE WHAT IT DID TO YOU!"

"Samantha calm down." Shane whispers.

"I just thought I needed to tell you."

"YOU DESERVE TO HAVE LUNG CANCER, AFTER LEAVING ME WHEN I WAS 13 FOR YOUR STUPID DRUGS! NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN! DON'T EVEN COME TO MY WEDDING!" I yell then hang up and throw my phone across the room. I look at Shane then hug him crying into his shirt.

"Shh it's okay babe, it's okay."

1 Month Later

I get home from pratice and pick up Augustus then kiss his nose and put him down. I look at Shane who is on the couch. He is looking up at me. Once I look at him he smiles, but all I can do is wave then put my head back down. I walk into our room and take my shoes off and fall onto the bed and scream into my pillow.

It all started when my mom called. I stopped talking, I stopped interacting with Shane, or with Emma and Joey. I stopped everything. I even stopped eating for 3 days until Shane made me eat again. I just wish that it could all go back to normal but whats a relationship without the drama?

Shane's POV

Samantha walks through the door and picks up Augustus then puts him down. She looks over at me and I smile but all she does is wave then walk into our room. I hear her screaming. God I wish I could help her but she won't listen to me, she wont listen to anyone. Hazel jumps out of my lap then walks over to Augustus. I can still hear her screaming. I walk into our room and see her laying on the bed with her head in her pillow. I go and sit on the bed and put my hand on her back.

"Babe, we need to get you help."

"I don't need help."

"Look at you. This is all you've been doing for a month. We need to get your mind off of your mom."

"Shane, I think I can handle this."

"Babe, we only have 4 more months until our wedding. I don't want you being depressed or backing out of it at any time."

"Shane, I swear I won't back out of the wedding. I just need to figure this out." She says then looks into my eyes. "I love you."

"I love you too." I start kissing her, and I can tell its calming her because she relaxes and pulls me closer to her.

Sam's POV

He starts kissing my neck, making me tighten my grip on him. He pulls away then puts his forehead on mine.

"We're going to get through this." He whispers. 

"I know."

A/N: Yes I know its short I slept until 4:30 PM because i'm super sick but yeah