I'm here for you (Jikook) (Completed)

You can trust me

Jungkook's POV

"Do you love me?" He asked me and I knew he was closed go crying. But it hurts... after everything why doesn't he believe me? Why doesn't he trust me? Well I guess I have to show him I do. I need to make him trust me. But at the same time it makes me mad how he doesn't believe me and he probably thinks I'm using him and I'm not!

"ARE YOU SERIOUS?! OF COURSE I LOVE YOU!!!! Why wouldn't I?!?! Jimin, do you think I'm just using you?! Well I'm not! I love you Jimin! I've always have! Even if you don't love me I won't give up on you! My love for you is real! Believe me! Please trust me......." I meant everything I said because it's true....I really love him.... my mochi.

"R-really...?" He asked me with tears forming in his eyes as he bit his lips which turned me on.

"Yes, you pabo!" I said as I chuckled.

"YAHH! I'm still older than you!" Jimin said as he pouted with his hands crossed which was freakin ADORABLE! I took this chance to peck his lips.

"Yah! Jungkook!!" He said as he was blushing.

"What? You look like a cute puppy! I couldn't help it!" I said as he blushed even more and covered his face with his smol hands. I swear he will me the death of me.

"Jimin? Look at me..." I said as I grabbed his wrists to more his hands but he let out a hiss. I didn't even grab him hard? Wait-now that I think about it he didn't show me his wrists earlier! Don't tell me-

"Jimin....show me your wrists....please..." he didn't answer, instead he looked away.

"Jimin....look at me....please?" I said in the sweetest and softest voice in which he obeyed. However, he was crying. I just hugged him as I let him cry in my shoulders. We didn't say anything after he had calm down, instead we just listened to the rain that was pouring harder than before. It was most likely that there was gonna be thunder.

"Jimin....you can trust me...I won't judge or leave you. I'll stay no matter what...so please tell me what's going on. Please." I said now looking at him.

After a few minutes of silence he then said 'Okay.'
I could tell he was scared and nervous. He the pulled up his sleeves and took of the bandages and the next thing I saw broke my heart. He had cuts and some were deep. He didn't look at me but he was crying.

"W-why?" I said as my voice cracked as I tried to hold in my tears.

"I-I'm Sorry....."

"It's okay....but please tell me why!"

"Okay.....but, can we get in bed first? I'm cold and tired so I might fall asleep."

"Of course we can now come on."

Jimin and I got into his bed as we covered ourselves with the blanket as it was getting cold. I didn't mind but I was still worried about him.

"Can you tell me now?" I said as I grabbed his hand.

"*sighs* where do I start?"

"From the beginning, I want to know everything about the person I love."

"......um- okay. Well since I was a kid I got bullied at school because of how I looked. People would tell me I was useless, fat, ugly, and a burden and that I didn't belong here. I would always come home crying. I would cry myself to sleep."

What about his parents?

"As for my parents....well, they didn't care...they would never be at home...they would always come home late and they would be drunk. I basically took care of myself. However, one night as I going to sleep....I heard thunder. At that time, I didn't know what it was and I got scared."

"Didn't your parents ever tell you?"

He shook this head. What kind of parents would not tell their child this?! "My parents....never told me anything. I got scared when I heard it and I was soo afraid! I didn't have anyone to tell me it was okay and that I had nothing to worry about. I was...alone. Ever since that day I was traumatized and afraid of it happening again. That's when I decided to join Bts. I didn't tell V or anyone about this. I wanted to forget and move on. I was happy, but...everything came back....I'm scared that I'll happen again. And when our manger told us that we would be staying at the dorms for a while I remembered things even more. I'm scared of it happening again. I'm afraid....Kookie."

He called me Kookie.

"Jimin, Thank you for telling me. Thank you for trusting me. I won't tell anyone if you aren't ready. But just know that you don't have to be afraid. Your not gonna have to go through this alone. I'll be here to protect you. I'll never leave your side. I love you Jimin and I'll do anything to make you happy again. So please don't think about anything they've ever said about you because it's not true. Your the most beautiful, handsome, wonderful, and incredible person I've ever meant. I mean it. I love you Jimin! Don't forget that. Your not alone anymore. I'm here. Let me protect you."

"Thank you, Kookie! I....love you too!" When he said that I felt my heart skip a beat. I really am in love with him.

I then couldn't hold back anymore as I closed the gap between us. He kissed back after a few seconds as we both melted into the kiss.

I then pulled him to my lap, causing him to yelp but he didn't pull back. He had this legs on my side as we kissed. I then licked his bottom lip and he gladly opened it. Our tongues fought for dominance which I obviously won. He moaned and it was heaven to my ears. Things just got heated when,

BAM!

"Shit!"

A/N: don't you hate it when the author leaves you at a cliffhanger😞😣I'm sorry.....but hopefully you enjoyed this part. Also sorry for any mistakes! I'll update soon because I've actually started to be interesting in writing again! Love you all!😘💕