Alone in a town where I don't want to be far away from my family, moving to another town even smaller than the one I am in. Moving to house I dont want, what have I done. I lie and say its for the woman I love when I know she doesn't love me. I have no say in my life at all. From where I live to what happens at work. I just wanna run away, but where would I stay, because no one cares about me. I feel trapped more than ever not knowing what to do, wondering what I want or who I want matters anymore. Im trapped behind a door with my life going up in flames. Time to jump, but where will I land? Will it hurt? Will I still be trapped? Oh well what I do or say doesn't matter anyway. So might as well worst case is Im back where I began trapped behind the door while my whole life goes up in flames.
