Words
Stories
Ideas
All of these things fill my mind
But I just can't bring myself to let them flow
Motivation is lacking
Depression is overwhelming
Dreams are many
But ambition is just not there
Worlds and characters live inside me
I have pain and experiences to guide me
Yet these things aren't enough
Part of me knows what I need to do
To take time and "just do it"
As if motivation is easy,
As if I'm not so tired all the time
As if when I go to think a heavy fog doesn't roll in
What do you do when you can't think?
Do you even notice?
Do you ever even have that problem?
Most people don't
When you know that you could fall apart at any moment;
Do you do things that might speed up the explosion?
Thinking is hard
Trying to find the words that just aren't there
Trying to feel your way through the fog
The fog makes you numb
But not numb enough
So, yeah,
writting is hard
