Not your average love story

Chapter 10

Today is Sunday, tomorrow were going on a road trip. I laid in bed, waiting to fall asleep but I was so excited I couldn't. Matt called me 5 minutes later

Him: "hey baby"

Me: "hi what took you so long to call?"

Him:" got busy unpacking"

Right "unpacking" I thought rolling my eyes

I scoff

Him: "you alright babe?"

Me: "yeah I'm fine. Listen I have to get up early, I'm going on a road trip with the others"

Him" oh okay well have fun. Call me when you get back"

Me: "yeah okay sure, bye"

I hung up before he could say that he loves me, I didn't want to hear that right now. I went into the bathroom,and dug through the drawer till I found my razor. I lifted up my shirt and made 5 cuts on my stomach. It's been two weeks and my wrists and legs are covered in cuts. It was such a relief I got carried away, the pain made me wince as I put my shirt back down. I walked out to the bed and laid on my back. I started thinking about everything that had happen, then I had remembered what jarred told me once. He told me that thinking about everything is bad when your trying to go to bed. I smiled at remembering this and clears my head. Next thing I know Taylor Aubrey and Jarred are standing around my bed daring at me. " hey guys" I say yawning and sitting up "good morning besutiful" jarred said giving me a you look terrible look as he said beautiful. I giggled and crawled out. Give me 25 minutes I called as I disappeared into the bathroom closing the door behind me. I could hear them walk I to the kitchen looking for food. I put on some makeup, grab my shades and threw on some clothes. A pair of shorts, and a blank tanktop, I walked down stairs and made a bagel bumping hips with jarred as we passed each other. After we all ate we got in the car, "where to?" Jarred asked in the drivers seat, I called shotgun and Taylor and aubs were on the back. "I don't care, but where's the other two?" I asked "They couldn't make it" Aubrey said i just nodded and looked out the window as jarred started the car. "Off we go!" I yell smiling.