They don't want me for me, they don't care about who I am or what I think or what I want, they care about how many pups I have successfully bring into the world.At least that's how my life that's all I knew hell that's what all the people around me thought too.
The omegas in my town were very unfortunate we were treated like slaves made to do whatever the Alphas and Betas wanted because that was the norm.
When I presented as an omega my whole family changed there opinions on me quicker than a fucking hiccup. I was no longer able to choose who I wanted for myself.
My father who hated me since the day he knew I was a girl was going to pick which Alpha or Beta he wanted for me who could offer the most for him for his benefit he didn't give a crap about me.
I had to accept what was happening because that was what was expected of me but little did they know I was planning on getting away from there as quick as possible.
My family and I lived in a community surrounded by forests and greenery it was very isolated town but we had everything we needed to not have to leave our town to buy things.
It was very cult like at times and took me years to figure out why I didn't want to live there anymore. I wanted a normal life where I could do as I wanted I could leave town and go to the mall.
That didn't happen it wasn't until I was older that I noticed nobody left well no civilian left all the people of importance left but not anyone else. We had cars and we drove around town but we didn't leave there were people guarding the ins and outs of town. There one weakness was the forest you couldn't keep track of all of it even if you wanted to that is unless you phased but still you would need a lot of wolves and most of the towns people didn't have the ability to fully phase that ability was only for people with apparent good bloodlines whatever the fuck that means.
Our town was fucking weird I mean for God's sake our mayor was old as fuck and his wife was underage. Like in what world is that okay. He was a divorced man married to a teenage girl and no one did anything I doubt that was consensual.
That's just how things are here we had to accept it no questions asked.
But not me I had always questioned everything which drove my father crazy and my mother never really said anything she was a blank face that just followed my father everywhere.
But at night my mother would put me to bed and tell me stories of where she came from and how different it was to how things were and that made me dream of getting out of here.
My mother was The only one who treated me the same after I presented well at least behind closed doors away from the watchful eyes of my father.
She would tell me stories about her childhood about how her parents died in a car crash and she had to live with her grandparents who were very old fashioned in there way of thinking and without asking my mother for her opinion they simply promised her away to my father who was from a far away town out on business he wanted her and he took her away from everything she ever loved to this stupid town that I now live in.
My father's family is one the founding ones of this town and they were very wealthy the wealthiest in the town and that made my father the sick smug man he is.
The omegas of this town were treated like servants basically except if your family was wealthy in my case my father had wanted a boy and an Alpha yet he got a female and an Omega and that made him bitter.
He wanted an heir to take over the family business but he got me so he used me to get himself a higher place in society by selling me away to the son of the mayor who's son was from a previous marriage.
I was sold like cattle to a man that was the most horrific person I had ever met.
The stories alone that I had heard of him were horrible the women he used alpha voice on to make them have sex with him made me sick and thankful for my sheltered upbringing.
He watched me with hungry eyes every time he saw me he never did anything to me seeing as my mother wouldn't let me out of her sight that is until one night where I was headed to a friends house and he came out of the shadows and dragged me away to a secluded spot and threw me at the near by wall.
My skin started tingling and I new what he wanted to do to me, he wanted to rape me. I could see it in the coldness in his eyes.
Instead of crying I accessed the situation thinking of what I could do if he used alpha voice on me It was game over and I didn't want that. I could try to phase and run away but if he used alpha voice on me I was a goner.
I made my decision I would try to seduce him and hope for the best.
"Oh so you like it rough two can play that game" I said in a strong voice hoping that he wouldn't hear the shakiness in it.
I pushed him off of me and pushed him into the wall and whispered in his ear "I like it rough too" and pulled away a bit to see his face and he looked shocked and also very aroused.
"What? Not what you expected" I asked and breathed into his neck and felt his shudder against me
"Not really but it's better when it's consensual" he said and leaned in and nipped at my ear.
To which I shuddered but not in the way he thought I wanted to hurl he was so close and his breath smelled like garlic and he had this giddiness in his eyes that made me want run away.
"I know" and made my move I stomped on his foot,kneed his stomach elbowed his face and punched him in the throat with as much force as I could muster and ran.
Ran into the forest and kept going until I couldn't feel my feet and then kept going until I couldn't breathe the trauma of what almost happened to me finally settling into my stomach and I retched all over the green moss covering the trees and also my shoes.
I knew they would come for me knew my father would come for me I knew I had fucked up a situation in which he could have more I knew this would hurt his pride and nothing is worse than an Alpha with a hurt pride.
I kept walking I felt myself get heavy but continued on I knew I needed to wash my scent so they couldn't follow me. It was getting dark I needed to find a water source to wash my scent in and keep myself hydrated.
I had to. I had gotten this far I couldn't stop now. I heard a howl in the air and the hairs on my arms stood up like if my spidey senses were tingling and ran away from the direction I heard the sound.
Eventually though I slowed down the solaces on my shoes were broken I could feel the blisters in my feet forming the sweat clinging to my clothes the bugs flying around me.
And then I heard another howl closer this time. Really close like behind me close and I closed my eyes and said to myself 'Welp this is it, it was nice being alive I hope my mom never knows what happened to me'.
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Omega >> BTS AU
FanfictionBeing an omega to some might be a good thing but to others it's a burden to others you are just considered someone who is there only to have someone's pups and you have to accept it because you have no say in the matter. If you are not Alpha or Beta...